You

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You look so happy now. And I am too, I swear I'm doing fine, that I'm happy, or at least I'm trying to be. But you still look at me like there's secrets in your eyes that no one knows but you and me, like there's still something there that won't ever die but won't get the chance to breath either. And it isn't easy to be happy when you look at me like that. Because I still love you. I still wish you well, and it crushes me every time I remember you. It crushes me every time I remember how well we fit together, how great it was when you collided into a perfect collision of happiness. You made life worth it, and now that you're gone, I don't get excited to get out of bed every morning, I don't have a reason to try anymore, because you were the one one whose opinion mattered. You were the only one I cared to see in my life. But I'm happy, I'm trying to be. But I only wish I could be happy with you again.

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