Keep me going[Glenn Rhee]

Chapter fifty three-"Getting better"

Avery^

I woke up with a scream my body flew up from its spot"Avery"I shook my head rubbing my shoulder"No no no no"Glenn sat up and put a hand on my back"It was just a dream"I shook my head still picturing my moms body

"No no it wasn't"I cryed thats the hard part about this i had to kill my mom and it wasn't a dream how i wish it was a dream"I want to forget Glenn but I cant"Carl rushed into the room"Whats going on is she okay!"I looked up at carl"I-im okay bud its just a bad dream"

He sighed rubbing his eyes from sleepiness"Go back to bed bud Tommow well have that family day"He looked down and nodded"I love you"I smiled up at him"I love you to"He walked out if the room and I layed back down

Glenn followed my action and pulled me into him"Your gonna be okay Angle"I felt guilty I never talked to my mom I ignored Glenn and faced the wall Glenn pressed his chest against my back and he held my tummy

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I sat on the table next to Glenn as I ate my breakfast I didn't get any sleep last night after my dream I was to scared to I placed the spoon in my mouth"Hey you doing okay this morning"Maggie asked next to me eating her oatmeal"Im okay"I say with a shrug

"We heard you last night"She said looking over at Daryl"He wanted to cheek on you but I told him Glenn had it"I smiled at her I can't believe Daryl wanted to cheek on me"He did"Maggie looked over at Glenn with a smile"Your Good for her"Carl looked up from his bowl for the first time this morning

He looked over at Glenn who was next to him"You are"He said before looking back down I smiled at him I was gonna have to talk to him today see how he was doing"Everybody okay"I lifted my head up as our dad walked In

"Yeah we're okay dad"I said with a smile it was good to see dad I haven't seen him since yesterday he walked up to the table behind Carl"what about you"Hershal asked Hershel could always get through to people"I cleard out the boiler well block"I was really worried about dad but at least he had changed his shirt today

"How many were there"Daryl asked on the step Glenn put his hand on my thigh noticing how stressed I was"I don't know a dozen two dozen"I licked my lips looking down at my bowl I didn't feel like eating anymore

"I have to get back just wanted to cheek on Carl and Avery"Dad turned around after patting Carl's back he started to leave Glenn pulled his hand off me and stood up"Rick we can handle taking out the bodies you don't have to"I looked up at Glenn

"No I do"I sighed rubbing my eyes as Dad walked up to Daryl"Everyone have a gun and a kife"He asked Daryl nodded"yeah we're running low on Ammo though"I took a bite of my food we were always running low in Ammo

"Avery and me were planning on making a run this afternoon found a phone book with some places we can hit look for bullets and formula"I had to take if of that little girl I would always take care of my sister

I really wanted to get out I loved it here but it was to much I just wanted to take a brake from here the place ware my mom died"We cleard out the Generator room Axels there trying to fix it in case of emergency" Taking out those walkers did nothing I thought I thought it would help me feel but I didn't

I spaced out looking down at my bowl I didn't hear anyone in the room How do I do this without my mom she raised me she taught me how to brush my hair how to clean my room she taught me how to love I heard the cell door close meaning dad had left again I wish he would just stay

I grabed my water bottle and took a drink the water cleared the dryness of my throat Glenn sat back down next to me and put his hand on my thigh"Are you okay"He whispered into my ear I nodded slowly I took the last bite of my breakfast and stood up

"Let me know when your ready to go on that run"I say walking out of the lunch room I sniffed shaking my head as I walked up the steps and into me and Glenns cell I know I wasn't alone in this I had Carl who was way more attached to mom I took off my dirty shirt to and threw on my tangtop I started packing my bag

I picked up Hershal book and started reading it I was at the part ware he wrote down how to do stitches Hershal was smart how he drew a diagram on how to do the perfect stitch I wouldn't even know ware to start I sighed and placed down the book

"Hey"I looked up at the cell door"Hey"Glenn sat down next to me"Ive never hade a loss like yours"I looked up at him counfused"what about Dale"He shook his head"He wasn't blood he wasn't someone who has been with me my hole life like yours"We've all had are losses no matter who they were they were family

"I was never close with my own family either"I placed my hand on his knee"My point is I don't know how your feeling but I know your gonna get better Angle your so strong"I smiled noding"Thanks Glenn"

He leaned down and kissed me softly "are you ready to go"I nodded for the first time I was happy not happy but getting better"I grabed my bag and threw it over my shoulder I placed the book Hershal gave me on the bed"Lets go then Angle"Glenn grabed his own bag and we walked into the lunch room

"Hey were heading out"Glenn said looking at everyone"Okay"Maggie stood up and gave me a hug"wares carl"I asked looking around"He and Daryl are going to go cheek on Axel"I nodded"Be carful"She said hugging me again"We will"I pulled away from her"Are you gonna be able to watch her"I asked Beth who was holding the baby

"I will Maggie will help if I can't"I gave her a hug I pulled away and kissed little ass kicker forhead"Ill be back little Grimes"Beth chuckled shaking her head"Okay by guys"I waved at the others and we made are way down to the cars

"My lady"Glenn said oping the front door and holding his hand out and inside the door I lauphed with a big smile I felt so much better after my talk with Glenn"Thank you kind sir"I got into the passenger side He snorted and shut the door before he made his way around and got in

"You look happier"I shruged looking down I moved my hair behind my ear"Your so hot with short hair"I blushed shaking my head he smiled and started the car"Lets go"He took my hand and started to drive down the road"ware we going"He asked I pulled the book out

"There's a store a few miles down"I said looking threw the phone book"So have you and Carl picked a name yet"I shook my head placing the book down and taking his hand again"Not yet I was gonna ask Carl if Judith would be a good name"He glanced over at me

"Why that name"He asked as we drove down the road"that was one of Carl's teachers names I thought it would remind us of betters days"He smiled griping my hand tighter"I love that name"I smiled and looked out the window watching the trees go by I loved this man with all my heart