Keep me going[Glenn Rhee]

chapter Thirty eight-"I love you Glenn"

Beth ended up falling I don't know what from but me and Glenn stood behind Maggie"Sweetie can you hear me"Maggie whispered to her sister mom popped her head in"whats wrong with her"Maggie asked looking up at mom"She night be in shock where's Hershal"Mom asked

We looked for Hershal and we couldn't find him"We can't find him anywhere"Glenn said next to me Mom walked out of the room I still needed to talk to her about the baby I haven't talked to her since

We made are way into Maggie's dad's room where Shane and Dad was looking around"Your step mothers things"dad asked going through the box"He was so sure she'd recover they'd just pick up where they left off"Ware would he be I mean how could he leave

"Looks like he found an old friend"Shane said waving around a flask in his hand before he tossed it to Dad who caught it with ease"That belonged to my grandfather gave it to dad when he died"Maggie said taking the flask from dad

"I didn't take Hershal for a drinker"Dad said and he was right Hershal didn't seem like the person to do that"No he gave it up on the day I was born he didn't even allow liquor In the house"Maggie said looking down at the flask"whats the bar in town"Dad asked walking in front of her

"Hatlins he practically lived there in his drinking days"My bet he left to go to that bar"Betting that's where I'll find him"Dad said looking over at Glenn"Yeah I've seen the place I'll take you"My face went pale"Allright ill get the truck"I shook my head and grabed his arm"N--No"I said shaking my head I didn't want him to leave

"It's an easy run"Glenn said looking over at Dad"Like the pharmacy"I said shaking my head"Hey Avs"I looked over at Dad"Ill bring him back"dad said before leaving"Avs that was different"I shook my head"No no not after sophia....."I begged

Shane walked out of the room"Angle I do runs you know this"I scoffed shaking my head"yeah and I've always hated it"I said with a sigh"Glenn I love you and I can't lose you"I said looking up at him his face paled"I have to go I have to ill be okay"I looked at him Counfusd

I sighed but nodded"okay"He grabed my hand and led me to the front door but he picked up his gun before we walked out of the door he turned around and looked at me"Ill be okay"He said again"I love you so much Glenn"I leaned into him kissing him like it was gonna be the last time

He pulled away with a fake smile obviously and walked away it hurt me that he didn't say I love you back I been wanting to tell him that for awhile and he just blew it off I stood there as dad waved at me I smiled and waved back as he stood by the car dad said something to Glenn before they both got in

Dad looked back up at me with a smile before he got back in I didn't understand did Glenn not love me back is that why he below me off this was something I was gonna have to ask Dale again he knows these things  I sighed and started making my way to the Rv

Glenn pov

She said it did she even mean it I mean she was just scared she didn't know what she was saying I was jot used to this at all but I just blew her off the look on her face when I did blow her off she was hurt I knew she was she even tryed saying it again

And here I am sitting next to her father would he like the fact she told me she loved me I held my gun full of thought did I love her Rick keep looking over at me obviously aware I was out of focus I should tell him what Avery said I looked over towards him

"Avery said she loves me"I told him looking away I was waiting for him to yell at me or something
"Mmhm"He hummed looking over at me"She dosan't mean it"I said with a worried smile"I mean she can't I mean--well she--She's upset or confused she's probably feeling like-"Rick cut me off

"I think she's smart enough to know what she's feeling"I shook my head"No no"Rick chuckled beside me"No you know what she wants to be in love so she's she needs something to--to like--to hold onto-"Rick cut me off once mote

"Glenn it's pretty obvious to Everyone my daughter loves you and not just because you're one of the last men standing so what's the problem"I closed my eyes tightly"I didn't say it back"I hated how She looked gid I hate myself for making her feel hurt

"Huh"Rick said noding focusing on the road"Ive never had a woman say that to me before you know Except my mom of course and my sisters but with Avery it's different I mean we started dating right away I mean a week after we meet"I said closing my eyes

"But I--I didn't know what to do with it I just stood there like a jerk she looked so hurt I mean I just blew her off"I was at least grateful her dad wasn't mad at me"Hey hey this is a good thing"I looked over at him"something we don't get enough of these days enjoy it"Hes right about that one and every time I'm with Avery I'm happy

"And when we get back return the favor it's not like she's going anywhere"Should I tell her when we get back I think I'm going to I mean I do love her I nodded and looked down before we pulled up to the bar Rick stopped the car"Rick I know about Lori her being pregnant me and Avery got her those pills"

"I figured"He said opening the the door and stepping out I sighed and followed him out of the car"Im sorry I keep it from you"I said holding my gun"Dont be you did what you thought was right it just so happens it wasn't"I frowned and nodded just as we got up to the door

Avery Pov

I found Dale by the Rv"Hey Dale can I talk to you"He smiled and climbed down the latter"Sure what's up"I looked back at ware dad and Glenn took off"I told Glenn I loved him"He smiled placing a hand on my shoulder"Thats great Avery"

I frowned looking down"isn't it"Dale asked looking at the look on my face"He didn't say it back he just left with my dad and didn't say anything about it"why did I want to cry so badly"Oh hon"Dale said shaking his head"You know Glenn it takes him a second to rap his head around thing"

I nodded"I know but...does he not love me is that why he didn't say it back"I looked down shaking my head"Glenn loves you Avery you can tell even if he can't yet"I rubbed my eyes"Im worried about him going onto town"he chuckled"you always were but he always comes back don't worry"

"Thanks Dale"I said bringing him into a hug he rapped his arms around me"Dont worry about it Avery"I pulled away from him"Well I'm gonna go wait for Glenn by the steps"I said pointing to the steps"Okay"I walked away and back up to the house and sat on the steps now all I gotta do is wait