"Hey, how are you feeling?" I prop my head up with one hand and he glances at the ceiling.
"I feel like I got shot. You?" He brushes hair out of my face with his right hand and I smile.
"I feel better now that you're awake and talking. You know you didn't have to risk taking me to the hospital, right?" I frown a bit and he smirks.
"Yes I know, but I didn't care as long as you were okay." He frowns, probably confused by how sweet the words he just said.
"Justine, I don't really know what to say to you. I'm not use to these feelings that I feel and I don't I don't know what to say what I feel for you. I don't know why the fuck this is so difficult." He smacks his hand over his face and I giggle.
"It's okay, I'm having the same problem. You've always intimidated me, so it's hard for me to say it too. Even though it was easier when you were unconscious." I smile softly and he drops his hand looking at me.
"You've said it before though. You told me you liked me before, remember? And I was an asshole to you." He frowns and I shrug.
"Yeah, but I lived." I smile and he rolls his eyes.
"Justine, you always try to find the brighter side to things. You're so.. ugh. This is really difficult..." He trails off and I laugh.
"Oh come on, it's not hard..."I roll my eyes playfully and he smirks.
"Alright, then you go first." He smiles softly and it's weird to see it on his face, but I like it.
"Okay, I will. I lo-" He cuts me off yelling loudly.
"NO STOP! I change my mind, I want to say it first." I laugh at his eagerness and I nod.
"Well, go on. Here , if this helps, close your eyes and just pretend like you're talking to yourself." I smile and he narrows his eyes at me.
"What? Justine, that's-" I put a finger to his lips and he widens his eyes.
"Don't think about it, just do it." I nod slowly and he groans, but closes his eyes.
"Okay.. so I know I gave you away, which I really regret, but it was only because of my feelings that I unintentionally developed for you. I gave you away hoping those feelings would leave, cause for some reason, everyone I love seems to get hurt. My mom... my mom was killed right in front of me by Guy, who I found out is my dad unfortunately, but he killed her and took away the only person I ever loved. Then I took you and you were so innocent and pure. I couldn't even hurt you. Yeah I grabbed on you a couple of times and shook you up a bit, but me actually thinking of slapping you made me feel like shit for even thinking it. I've hit on the others, don't judge me, but you were different. I would see you lingering around the guys and it's like everyone fell into line because of you, you just got thrown in here and starting changing things. I didn't like it at first; the feelings that I had towards you. The feelings I had when seeing Isaiah finger raping you, the feelings that I had seeing you attach to Stoke, the feelings that I had when we-" He opens his eyes and my breath gets caught in my throat. The way he looks at me I can already tell that he's being completely truthful.
"... when we... made love. Honestly, that was the gentlest I've ever been with a girl in bed. I just didn't want to hurt you in any way. All those times I was cold was because I was scared of the feelings I had for you. I knew if I started feeling that way, something bad was gonna happen... but I know I started all of this because of that. So, I'm trying to say that I'm done beating around the bush with you. I love you and I know it's gonna take sometime trying to be lovey covey and gentle with you, but I'm willing to try for you." He smiles softly and I can't help the huge grin on my face.
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Taken
Mystery / ThrillerA group of guys who lives the dangerous gangster life decide innocent Justine is the perfect girl to take care of their needs when they take her. She'll now have to face her biggest weaknesses, talking to new people and boys.
[31] Love And Letting Go
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