LET ME HAVE CRUSH ON YOU [ENG VER COMPLETE]

Fort : 09

Pick up your phone P’Peat...please, I left my house with an uneasy feeling, I then went to see him.... ....




//Hello//


“Hello...P’Peat”


//He’s sleep...//



“P’Noeul...”


//Don’t contact him again.... if you don’t want to.....Ai Peat!!!//

“Hello P’Peat”


//What?//


“Phi...where are you?”



//None of your business//


//Why? Do you want to do it again?//




“Phi... what you mean?”



//I’m too lazy to explain but let me tell you I...never loved you...//



“P’Peat...”



//What?? do I need to repeat??, I don’t love you....I’m just playing, isn’t there nothing between us from the beginning?, I slept with you just because I wanted to have fun//


“...”



//Stop contacting me again ..., I’m uncomfortable with you, very annoying//





Biip...biiip...





Phone connection lost....


He’s playing with me?


With great disappointment



I returned home....

“Fort,” my mom called




“Are you happy now?” I asked and walked into my room.



Locking the door ignoring the outside world...



he’s really playing with my feelings?

Is this karma?



...




A few days later....




“You’re so wilted...do I need to water you to make you fresh again?”




Nick’s joke didn’t work



I kept thinking about how cruel P’Peat’s words were that night




“What’s wrong with you?”




“Khun Nick khrub...”, aunty called Nick.




“Khrub aunty?”



“Madam wants to talk to you.”




Nick walked out leaving me alone with Boss in my room, I kept staring at my  phone whose screen was now cracked after I slammed it on the floor hoping that the party I was waiting for would call me and say he wasn’t serious about what he said last night...




“You waited for him but didn’t dare call him,” Boss said calmly.



“There’s no point....he’s just messing with me”, I retorted.



“Then you believe it?”



“Huh?”




Boss sat next to me and crossed his arms...





“What did he say to you?”




“He said he was just playing with me, he was having fun, he did that with me just for fun.”



“Then you believe him?”




“Why not?”





“huftt...I may not know him as much as you and Nick, but for me I don’t think he’s someone who would play with other people’s feelings”




“But I am that kind of person..., Maybe this is karma for me”



“You’re playing with other people’s feelings, I don’t think you’ve ever given anyone as much hope as you’ve given him.”



“...”




“Fort listen to me... Have you slept with others before by forcing them?”




“No.”




“Then do you sleep without paying or do it like you love them?”




“No.”




“Then why do you say it’s karma?”




“But after all he is...”




“Fort...you said your mother was going to marry you off to a girl, right? And that girl also knows about your relationship with P’Peat.”




It’s ....





“If he really wanted to mess with you, he probably wouldn’t have revealed it to you right away..., just messing around right?, But strangely he told you right when you wanted to explain the misunderstanding between you, what do you think... he did?”

“He.... do you mean he....”





I almost forgot about Cream




“Next week is your birthday..., whether you believe me or not is your choice,” said Boss.





If I go back to remember more clearly...





//I’m too lazy to explain but let me tell you I...never loved you...//





His voice...



//Do I need to repeat?, I don’t love you?//





Every time he says he doesn’t love me, I feel the pressure in his voice, he also trembling......is this hope for me?




...



“Fort”, my mom came into my room looking at me worriedly.


“Khrub”




“In all the years I’ve been taking care of you...this is the first time I’ve felt afraid”



“afraid? why?”



“Actually...”



“Actually?”


“Regarding the matter of your matchmaking with N’Cream....”

To Be Continued