Remember Us |jeon Jungkook FF|

Chapter 21

I already met the others and talk to them, they're all so worried about me and it touch me that they cared that much. today I'm going to work, I can't stop my life because there's a lot of people counting on me and I don't want to let them down again even its hard, i have to move on on mylife too without him this time.
when I came out I was startled by Jimin waiting for me outside my house

" ahh Jim you startled me, why are you here?" I ask him
" ofcourse to pick you up" he said smiling
" you don't have to its hassle for you"
" it's not a hassle when it's you" he said looking straightly in y eyes

I still remember his confession and I actually feel bad for doing this to him

"don't be like that, I'm doing this because this is what makes me happy don't look at me like that hmmm?"
"jim-" he cut me off
" shhhh just come on we will be late hop on" he smiled and I couldn't do anything but oblige and smile back

in the whole ride we are both silent but the silence is comforting not awkward. we arrived at the building we walk inside together since my office is already change it's beside jimins office now.

"here it is your new office what do you think?" he said when we came inside
I look around its neat everything is in place like how I want to be , he know me pretty well
"its nice you arrange this didn't you ?" i ask him turning on his direction
" ofcourse I wont deny that this is my piece of work" i smiled at him
" thank you Jimin you know what I like "
" this is all I can do"
" its allready too much" i said but he dia approved
"no just tell me if you need anything ok anything , you can start your work I'll be on the other side ok don't work yourself too much" he said before leaving how toughtfull he is.

after that I started working, after a few hours working I decided to take some time and go out to buy some food for me and also Jimin beacause I saw him how busy he is i should atleast buy him some food. on my way outside I cross path with someone i hate

"ohh you came back " she said making me stop too
" yeah so what I belong here how about you?" i  said he raised her eyebrow on me and ste closer
" I belong here and will be a part  of it also how's that?" she said smirking, she didn't know how much I wanted to smack that face to wipe those smirk on her face. I step closer too and it made her intimidated
" Oh sorry if I looked interested. Im not" I walk past her brush my shoulder harshly at her she shouted at me
" yah!!!! I'm not done talking with you" she grad be on my arm but I yank it and face her
"oh please you're just a waist of time'" I said
" your just threaten at me i know, the competition isn't over bitch" i laugh at what se said
" threaten? queens don''t compete with hoes, and competition?, you're my enetertainment girl " I said and smiled at her, she is irritated it is evident " are you mad? stay mad I don't give a fuck" I said and leave not giving her any chance to say anythng anymore. I just heard her stomping away from there what a childish act.

I came to the near cafe to buy some snacks and coffee it's gonna be a long day.
back at my office there is still a lot of paper works to finish even I work for hours ,the consequences of not going to wok for days haysst.

I lean bck on my seat and stretch my hands ,I thnk I need some break,I decided to come up on th roof top to get some fresh air, when I arrive no one's there it's a good thing ,i went near the edge and look at the beautiful view infront of me.

it's actualy hard to be okay when I know I'm still not, I can't still stop thinking about averything it's still heavy for me. while I'm deep on my toughts I felt someone come near me so I look at the other person

but in my surprise it's the person I don't wanna meet even just for a while

jungkook......

he's looking straight at the view too while his hand is in is pocket, I notice how much changes in his physcal too, his face look tired and bothered and.....sad, i was staring at him without knowing when he suddenly look directly into my eyes

" how are you" he ask with a small smile that didn't last when I look away and didn't answer him immediately
"fine" I answered for a while while looking somewhere
" glad to hear that" he said and i just answered with a humm, we stayed for sometime in a silent and i didn't dare to look at his side , but I could feel his gaze in my direction
" you're doing good right?" he suddenly ask breaking the silent, i smirk sadly to myself
"it's weird when you realized that the person you once told eveything is now no idea of what's happening in your life" I exhale heavily
" y/n ..." I cut him

" jeon lets just forget everything " I look at him carefully and hearing me he look at me slowly ,sadness can be seen in his eyes
" No! " he firmly said taken me a back " I can't" he said like a whisper

"but you already did" i answer with a small voice

" I didn't ,even once" he answered

" then what do you call on what you did?" I ask him

he become silent and just look away, then started to walk away but before he completely leave he stop " I know I can't fix it anymore the damage is done, but I'm not giving up on the future that I have you" he said before leaving.