Remember Us |jeon Jungkook FF|

Chapter 5

Y/n pov

We walk pretty long and ended up in a bridge its beautiful here
I look at him he look serious and frustrated maybe because of the event earlier.

"Kookie don't you know when we were in college we once ditch a class just to go on a bridge near our school to eat ramen its funny how we love to eat noodles back then to ditch our class" I said while remembering those time

"Look I have a picture of us back then" I said and went near him to show him the picture of us in my phone, I showed it infront of his face but I didn't expect is that he slap my hand and my phone landed on the floor, I was shock then I look at him he looks really mad

"Stop already!!!" I flinch when he suddenly shouted

"Stop showing me and trying to make me remember you! because I don't , even a bit of you I don't, maybe all of them are wrong that I loved you that much like how everyone told me how I loved you because if I truely loved you to that point I shoudn't have forgotten you, maybe I don't really love you that much or maybe......" he stop and look directly into my eyes

"I didn't loved you at all..." and thats it a tears fell to my cheeks but I wipe it instantly, I should understand him ,he only saying this because he don't remember me thats it.

"Kookie please don't say that" I plead, it actually hurt me badly I felt my legs getting week by just hearing him saying that

"Stop calling me that! I hate it!" He said, tears fall again this time I let them, how could he said that, he loves how I call him Kookie before, he doesn't let anyone call him that because he just want me the only one who will call him that, even Jimin he doesn't let him call him Kookie, when he does he will make Jimin regret it.

"Stop crying can you? Its annoying" he said and look away " I'm going first I have important things to do than this" he said and started walking

" More important than remembering me??" I ask hopefully, he stop walking but he didn't look at me

"Yes" thats all he said and leave me alone here, thats when I started to pour sa pain I'm feeling right now,

I know he only said those things cause he forget me but it actually hurt when I heard it coming from him, its like someone stabbing me multiples time, I started to punch my chest while leaning on the bridge hoping to lessen the pain I'm feeling right now

I stayed there for a while until I calmed down

After that  I went to my office, I don't want to face him for now, it still hurt. I went straight to my office and just sit down to my chair. I was in deep thought when I heard someone enter my office

" I rush here whe  I heard you are here, isn't suppose to be you day off?"Lisa ask while standing infront my table while I was still looking outside the glass window, thag you can see the whole city

"Hey you ok??." She ask again

"I'm fine " I plainly said without looking at her, she sit infront of my table

" it doesn't look like that I know somethings up when I heard you came here when its you dayoff I know you well so spill it"she said

"I'm really fine" I said I really don't have anergy to explain everything

"Its him right?." she just say 'him' and I felt like someone is squishing my heart, she sight

"I don't know how you do it, how you can get through it"

"I wasn't given a choice anyways, all I can do is to suck it up" I said

" even those we love the most can be a poison of our soul" she said and I look at her this time