The asylum of my thoughts [Poetry]

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I feel lonely all the time
I run away from this feeling everytime
I distract myself to feel okay
But im never truly okay am I?

That's just another distraction from the truth
Heartache, sorrow and misery are what I'm composed of
I'm stuck and I can't move
My head is right above the quick sand

I want to let go and be okay
But my tramua haunts me to this day
It lingers in the shadows to remind me of my sorrow
I feel alone all the time and there no way to hide from that feeling when I'm alone
The feelings sink in and I have no control
-s