The asylum of my thoughts [Poetry]

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When did birthdays become so dull?
I remember them being filled with joy
I remember how we'd be excited for toys
But I can't remember the last time a birthday really felt like that
Recent birthdays feel rushed

I once sat outside watching the rain for most of the day on what's ment to be a special day
The only good part was the rain
I felt so alone and I shed many tears

But as a child I was excited to turn the next digit
But now I just want to go back when things had colour
And the world didn't suck everything out of me

Birthdays are just a reminded that you're getting closer to the end
Birthdays are just a day everyone pretends
But for me birthdays are just another day, no different from the rest.
-s

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