*Nicoles POV*
Absolutely I want to marry Kenny. Hes the sweetest guy I've ever dated! And I would've said yes if I didn't see Kian and Jc. The plan was to never be found by them. But i guess that's not going to happen. I love Kenny. I hope he understands why Im running. Its not because of him. Its because i want to keep living this life style. Happy and in love. Not my old life style. Sad and depressed.
I heared someone call after me so I ran faster. I ran until I couldn't run anymore. I sat behind a park bench near some trees, brought my knees up to my chest and wrapped my arms around them. I put my head down and prayed he wouldn't find me.
But to no surprise. Someone sat down next to me. It was silent, but that didn't last long.
"Nicole?" He asked,"Is that you?"
I might have faked my death, by I can't straight up lie to someone.
I nodded my head and looked him in the eyes. It was Jc. The memories, good and bad, fled into my mind all at once. I havent seen him in two years but looking into his eyes makes me feel like I never left.
"Your...alive?" He asked hesitantly.
"Yes. I am" I assured
He didn't say anything after that. He just stared at me. And at that moment, he rushed his lips down to mine. But I quickly pushed him off.
"What the hell?!" I moved away from him
"Im sorry..." he apologised,"Its just I've never stopped loving you"
"...Im sorry Jc. But I've moved on. And I think it's time you should too." I said sternly and stood up
My feelings for Kenny were obvious. I love him, with all my heart. But Jc, I dont exactly hate him, but I dont love him either. Thats one of the reasons why I moved away. I knew I would never move on if Jc was there. Always lurring me in with his sweet and sensitive side. And his perfect dimples, and laugh to match.
Wait. Shut up Nicole. You do not have feelings for Jc. All he did was break your heart.
"Nicole!" I heared someone else scream behind me. It was Kian
I haven't exactly forgiven him for what he said to me that night. Drunk or Sober, I'm his sister. He should at least have a little bit of respect for me.
"Nicole! Oh my god. I've missed you so much!" He ran up to me and engulfed me into a huge hug. I hugged back, I didn't want to be rude. After all he was my brother.
"Im so sorry for what i said that night. Ive felt terrible ever since." He said. I still refused to say anything. I couldn't or I'd just break down and start crying.
"Are you okay?" He asked still hugging me
"No kian!" I shouted pushing him away,"I'm not okay!"
"What you said was unforgivable! Do you know how hurt I was?! To hear that from my own brother?!" I said starting to tear up a bit. But I do not want to cry. I refuse to waste tears on such a conflict.
"I said im sorry! I feel terrible! I know how hurt you were, and i know I made you feel that way. I was a disaster when I found out that you "died". I missed you like crazy. I didn't leave the house or do anything for a month! My life felt so empty with out you. The fact that I basically killed my one and only sister made me want to kill myself! Thank Goodness Connor was there, or I would be here to know that your alive" He expalined
I didn't know he felt like that. I didn't think that me making that decision would effect anyone but me. He told me he didn't care. He said he didn't care if I left or if I killed myself. I dont know what to say. So instead of words I went up to hug him instead.
