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A story of two souls that were blessed or doomed to be together. A story of love, betrayal, pain, sadness, anger, hate, lies and illusion.
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"I am afraid that when I wake up, it'll all be disappear...
"No, I am just getting over with it." What else would I say.
He chuckled again. Someone tell him to stop please. "Waahhh you have quite a collection." I said looking around the bar.
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"Pick whatever you like." So I took my time, finding a vintage one from his collection. "Wait a minute, that's not it, there are more hidden here somewhere." I know these rich people, how they hide their precious collection.
He laughed loudly on a silent roof top, "You are something Seokjin." he said standing at my back. His hoovered a little from top, his lips almost touching the shell of my ear and his chest pressing against my shoulder. My whole body stopped and froze where I was standing.
He pressed something which I don't know what and the whole shelf clicked, "There" he said lowly taking steps back. Woah that was really tense.
I opened the panel and picked the one I liked. "Why you wanted to have a drink with me. Oh my God, is your plan is to make me drunk and take advantage of me. That's why you brought me here. There are couches too." I gasped.
He laughed sitting back on a couch in a manly manner, I couldn't help but look at his buff thighs, clearly visible through his pants."If I wanted that Seokjin, what makes you think I let you go in the afternoon? I could've done it back then."
"Okay too much information." I placed the bottle on table, "Serve." I sat a bit away from him on the opposite couch.
"If you want me to serve then come here. Sit by my side." he smiled and walk over towards other side, sitting at a fair distance. He handed glass to me scooting closer that there was just a distance of cushion between us.
"What are you doing?"
"You told me not you touch you but I can see you, I want to do it closely." Really he is high on something today.
"So why you wanted this, a drink with me?"
"You like it when someone praises you. Don't you? I wanted this because you are handsome and beautiful Seokjin." he smiled looking right at my face.
"So you drink with everyone who is beautiful?" I mocked.
"No, I take them to bed." I chocked on my drink listening to it.
"Woahh... Again too much information. Well, your brother is better than you, found love and is married." I shot back at him.
"Not everyone's purpose of life is to get happily married, Seokjin. Some of us aren't made for these things." he smiled circling his glass.
"Yeah.... That I agree. So what is the purpose of your life." I asked him casually, well that's what you do while drinking talk life or have sex. I chose first one.
"To carry out my father's legacy and role." he said looking away.
"Isn't Jungkook doing the same but he is married and happy."
"I and Jungkook are different. There is difference in our upbringing."
"What do you mean?" I asked.
"That, I am supposed to be strong among both of us. I am supposed to be perfect, even if I am not first in everything like him, I need to be perfect. I can't make mistakes. I am not allowed to." he said bitterly and I could see it or maybe it was illusion.
"Why is that?" I asked more.
He snapped his head in my direction and smiled, shaking his head lightly, "Leave it for another time."
"Well, you told me other things so I thought I should know the reason too."
"I don’t know why I told you but there is no reason, it's just who I am supposed to be." he said with a sad smile on his face.
"Then I hope, you would get what you genuinely want for yourself." I smiled.
"What do you want Seokjin? For yourself?"
"Me.... I have it what I always wanted. My cafe was my dream, I just want to see it grow." I smiled.
"Good. How is it to live your dream?" He asked me as your if someone who is unfamiliar with this concept would ask.
"It's liberating and peaceful." I took a sip.
"And what about love? Did you fall in love yet? ." he smiled.
"No, as you said, some of us are not really made for these things, there is other purpose for us."
"There is a difference between choosing it and having no choice Seokjin. What you are doing is not choosing love, although you are young and free."
"So you are saying that you don't....."
"Nothing....... Well, I want you to know that you did great today. Event was a success. Cheers to that." he said raising his glass towards me. I clinked my glass, "Cheers. I am so happy." I made a shrill sound.
"Well, I am glad. You were stressed about it."
"Yeah. I am glad too." After the there was a silence between us. Not an uncomfortable one but a comfortable one. He was lost deep in his thoughts and I was looking at his face. His features in the dim light. How he clenches his jaw while thinking. How he gulps down a sip, his Adam's apple moving attractively.
How he sat placing his one leg over other and sometimes man spreading them, flexing his tough thighs. His rolled up sleeves showing his arm muscles, he was so manly with perfect built.
My thoughts were about to get side ways. It happens when you are drunk and you don't know who the person is and what is right and worng. Before it comes to that point, "I should leave now, it already two, you should get some rest too." I said standing up.
"I don’t mind Seokjin." he chuckled.
"I know but still you should take rest too. Have a good night." I said walking towards the stairs.
"What about the next time part? Am I allowed to see you?" he said grabbing my wrist and I turned around.
I looked at his face trying to read his thoughts, "No, I don't want to see you again. However, pick your shirt from the cafe. I don't keep other person's belongings." I said releasing my wrist from his hold.
He laughed lightly, "Alright Seokjin, Goodnight and don't wash it." he almost shouted the last part.
-------------------------------------------- Ahhhh my Namjin heart 😭🤧✨❤️
