I know that voice anywhere, but I thought they won’t be here till next week. I turn around and true enough, the three boys were grinning at me and I practically ran to them, engulfing them in group hug.
“Ohmygod guys!” I screamed and they laughed
Mark then pull me to him and hugging me, making me chuckle
“Hey Marky” I said
“Hey baby” he said pulling away, playing with my hair
Someone clears his throat and I look at my back and saw YB standing there looking at us.
“Ohmygod, I totally forgot” I said walking to YB and he wraps his arm around my waist and I swear I saw Mark glare at YB
“Guys, this is YB, YB, this is Mark, Jin and Moos” I introduced them
“You boyfriend?” Mark asked making me and YB look at each other. I laugh hysterically along with YB and the three of them look at us like we’re crazy
“No” I said after I sobered up
“She’s my neighbour and she’s like a sister to me” YB said and Mark, Moos and Jin’s mouth form an ‘O’ in understanding and they nod
“I thought you guys won’t be here till next week?” I asked and they smirk
“Well girlie” Jin started “We want to surprise you so we told you that we’ll be here a week later than we actually came” Moos finished and I smiled at them
“Awwweeee you guys are so cute” Immediately Moos clamp my mouth shut and look around frantically
“I do not want the girls to think that I’m cute” he finally said and Mark pushed him away
“Doesn’t mean you have to put that stinky hand of yours on my baby’s mouth” Mark said which causes all of them including YB to laugh
“Just because you fucked her Mark” Moos said, shaking his head, earning a slap on his head by Jin
“Language! You guys have no manner” Jin said to Moos which caused YB to laugh harder
“You guys are hilarious” he said and the bell rang so I grabbed YB’s hand and drag him to homeroom yelling “See you guys later” to the boys.
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The rest of the day went uneventful and it’s now lunch time. I was walking to the cafe when someone wraps their arm around my waist and I look to see Mark pulling me to his side in possessive manner which causes me to chuckle.
“What?” He asked with a ghost of a smile
“Possessive aren’t we?” I said smirking at him
He laughed and said “So what? I call dibs on you” which causes me to laugh
“Cryst!” someone yelled and I look around and spotted Jin waving his hand frantically, he’s sitting with YB and Moos so me and Mark walk towards them.
“Hey guys” I said the same time Mark said “S’sup”
“I haven’t get laid” Moos said, sounding sad
“Ew Moos, I don’t need to know that” I said, disgusted
I was sitting on Mark’s lap, like I usually did back in NY and we were chatting around when someone clears their throat and our head shot to the side.
“Crystal” he said softly
I lean back to Mark’s chest and he wraps his arm around me “Hongbin” I greeted and I feel Mark stiffen behind me so I interwined our finger and he relaxed for a bit.
“Can I talk to you for a second?” he said “alone”
I sighed standing up or try to, but Mark’s arm tighten around me so I lean back again to him and whisper “It’s okay, It’ll be for a second”
He shot me a look and I sighed “I’m okay babe”
He hesitate but he loosen his arm and I stand up turning around and look down to him, considering he’s sitting and said “I’ll make it fast” and lean down kissing him
I pull away after a while and look at Hongbin, but to my surprise, he look broken and sad and he didn’t even try to hide it, I look at him confused but he smiled at me a sad smile and motion me to follow him.
Walking out of the cafe, Hongbin leads me and stopped at one of the empty class furthest away from other classes and hold the door for me to enter and I did.
I was turning around to face Hongbin but was surprised to see him so close to me that I step back, but he step forward and it continues until I was backed up against the wall.
“What do you want Hongbin?” I asked emotionlessly
“Why didn’t you tell me?” he said sadly
I look at him confused as to what he’s talking about.
“YB told me” and that’s when I came to realisation
“That son of a bitch!” I said pushing Hongbin away from me and walk to the door to give YB a piece of my mind when suddenly Hongbin stopped me and wrapped his arm.around me
“It’s not his fault” he said softly “I deserved to know” I ignored him, wanting to get away from him.
He releases his hold on me and interwined the fingers of one of our hand together and he uses his other hand to rub my belly.
“Our baby” he started “should be growing inside here” he said “but I was stupid, thinking I should save you, but forgetting that I would hurt you in the process. I’m sorry, it’s my fault we lost our baby” he finished it off and I feel his tears dripping on my shoulder.
I was frozen in place, I didn’t want to turn around and face him, I don’t want to break down in front of him. But somehow, my panic attack that always comes whenever people mention about my baby, did not come at all, if anything, I feel so comforted in his arm, I feel so safe, but I know it’s all a lie, he doesn’t care about me, he never did. So I did what I could, I pried his hand away from me and proceed walking away but stop for a while to say
“Don’t get this low Hongbin, trying to get me to trust you again, so what? so you could hurt me again? I didn’t need your pity, just, just stop trying to hurt me. Please.” and I walk away but before I could turn the knob of the door and walk out, Hongbin slams his hand on the door, effectively stopping me and turn me around and I gasp at how he look.
His eyes are puffy and red for crying and he is still crying, tears are streaming down his face and he looks so broken, it hurts me to see him like this.
“Hongbin” I whisper, my hand shot up and wipe away his tears and he lean to my touch and he raise his hand, holding mine that was on his face and bring my hand to his mouth and kissed it.
“I love you” he said “God, I love you” and he smash his lips on mine.
He kissed me with so much desperation and love that I cried in that kiss and I kiss him back, just as hard. Sometimes later, we pulled away and hugged me like his life depended on it and he sobbed.
“Please Crystal, please, listen to me and you’ll understand everything, I never meant to hurt you, never, I promised Princess, you remember didn’t you? You can even call YB here so he’ll help explaining what he knew, please baby, give me a chance” he begged and slowly he fell to his knees, holding my hand tightly “Please” he said in desperation
I contemplated for a bit before I finally whisper “Okay Hongbin, I promise I’ll listen” I said “But, only if Mark, Jin and Moos could come along listening to what you and YB have got to say”
He nods his head frantically “Of course baby, of course” and he stand up hugging me again, and this time, I hug him back.
“I love you Hongbin, always” I whisper so quietly so that he couldn’t hear me and was surprised when Hongbin stiffen and hugged me tighter like he thought that if he let go, I’ll disappear.
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A/N
Here goes another chapter. What do you think? She’s not heartless after all!!! Yayyy
Love, xoxo
-YJ ＜3
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FanfictionCryst used to be shy and a little bit of nerdy (although she begs to differ). But something happened and changed Cryst to be this rebellious, sexy and whatever she wasn't before. What's the reason behind it? Read heartless to find out more. "When yo...
