✔︎|Blue Hour (Jaywon ff)

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It's officially been 2 years since you died.

I can proudly say I'm a lot better than I was in that first month or two.

I think we all sorta slowly healed.

I still miss you.

I still miss having you here with me every day.

I and the others regularly visit your grave, telling you about things you missed, making sure your flowers are still alive and look good, etc.

I come a lot more alone, but the others don't know that.

I tell you about how much I love you and miss you, and I tell you about my day a lot. We used to tell each other about how our days went every day.

Sometimes it still feels like you're with me.

I can just feel you near me, and it brings me comfort.

Sometimes I can even still hear you calling my name.

I hope you're at peace now, finally not being in pain 24/7.

It still hurts not being with you anymore, but I knew it was bound to happen.

I know you would've wanted me to move on with my life at some point, but I don't think I can.

You were my first love, and still are.

I don't think I can ever love anyone else as much as I love you.

You'll forever have my heart, even in the afterlife.

I love you, Jungwon.

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ANOTHER SHITTY ENDING BUT WTV( ˘ ³˘)♥︎

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have an amazing day/night and Happy Pride Month!