Nice to meet you. I love you. |BTS JIMIN HS FF|

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'Seriously?! A cat?! I would have skinned it alive.' Iyera yells in frustration

She is staying over tonight, so we are having our usual hang-out session where we gossip and spill all the beans.

I was just telling her about the date and how the cat stopped the kiss. She got more frustrated than me.

'But, cat aside, is that something you wanted? To kiss him?' She asks a bit more seriously

'I think so. I didn't back away, that's for sure. I'm comfortable when I'm with him, so when he went for it, it felt nice.' I shrug a little, almost mumbling

'A simple yes would have sufficed.' She chuckles

'Then, yes.' I chuckle as well, giving in

'Well, it's not like you won't get the chance. I mean, you are together. You can literally do that anytime you want.' That is a good point, but everyone wants their first kiss to be magical and perfect

'Maybe it's better that it didn't happen just yet. I want to be sure that I can reciprocate the feelings before I do that.'

'You are confusing me so much these days. Honestly. What is going on in there?' She taps on my head. 'You are with someone who likes you and cares about you. He is a great looking guy with a great personality. And you can't get a dickhead that broke your heart off your mind. I don't get it.'

'It's not even that. I don't think about him or anything, not until I see him. Then it kind of comes back. I'm aware of what he is like, and I still can't get rid of these feelings. I truly wish I could. I just don't know what to do.' I leaned on her, using her as my pillow

'I get it, I guess. If Tae and I broke up, it would take a lot to get over him. Probably a bit of time as well. But it's been half a year. It's not like it's been a week, so you're still so down. You barely even speak normally. I don't see how you're still so attached to him.' If only she knew just how many times I've fallen to him in these last few months, she would never speak to me again

'I don't know either, Iye. I wish I never fell in love with him, but it happened. And now it's like I can't get rid of him.' At least that is not a lie

'I know it's all so confusing, but all I can tell you is to focus on Jimin. You're with him now. Just give yourself in. I believe he is the perfect person for you. He makes you smile. Everyone can see it. Just let him make you happy and leave Jungkook behind.'

'That's exactly what I'm trying to do.'

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This last week or so got me really excited about going to school in the morning, and it's all because of Jimin.

When he smiles at me like that first thing in the morning, it makes me feel so warm and fuzzy inside.

Just like he did now.
'Hey, you.' His arms wrapped around my body, pressing me close to him

'Good morning.' I giggled, feeling how his heart beats loudly in his chest. I put my hand on it, smiling at myself

'My own heart is giving me away, is it?' He giggles

'A little. But it's cute.' I nuzzle closer, taking in his scent

'Maybe we can make your heart race so I don't feel lonely in this.' His fingers slid under my jaw, almost going into my hair as he lifted my face

The air got stuck in my throat as he slowly leaned in, brushing his nose against mine. He leaned in just the tiniest bit closer, enough to feel the presence of his lips so close to mine that his breath was tickling my bottom lip.

'Is it working?' He smirks

And it most definitely is. I think I might overheat. My heart is banging away like crazy.

'Y-yes.' I stutter, barely even whispering

He pulled back, caressing my cheek gently and smiling at me. 'I'm not gonna kiss you until you want it. But I will occasionally tease because I enjoy watching you blush. You are the most adorable creature I've ever seen.' He leaned in once again, leaving a soft kiss right by the corner of my mouth

This got me worked up a lot more than I thought it would. I'd lie if I said that I didn't feel some type of way for him. It's hard not to.

'We should go before we end up being late.' He smiled and pulled away, taking my hand in his

'S-sure.' I stumbled again, looking down at my feet. I am fully aware of my face being bright red, and I just wanna hide. He flusters me easier and easier every day.