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A/n: im back lmao, i was busy af

Were in spain.
Billie is doing some interviews and I'm in a car with Claudia,Rose,Hazel and Finneas.
Hazel and Rose are talking about whatever.
Im just enjoying the view.
I noticed Hazel taking a picture of me but I ignored it, its cute.
It's really pretty here.

"Can we go to a market, i wanna buy bracelets." I asked.
Finneas nodded without looking at me because he's driving.
Claudia was searching for a market and typed it in google maps.
"Clauds, can you put some music on"
"Sureee!"

"Were almost there!" Claudia said.
I made a picture from outside the window and posted it on my story.

I really love traveling.
I always find it so relaxing.

We arrived at the little market and i grabbed Hazel's hand and we got out the car.
"I've never been here, its so beautiful baby" Hazel said.
"I know baby"
We walked around and i spotted a bracelet shop.
"Clauds wait!"
I bought matching ones for me and hazel and gor me and Billie!

And we walked.
And walked.
And Hazel never let go of my hand.
Which i like, i hate walking alone in a big city.
Hazel was tired.
I just knew it by looking at her.

"Finn I'm thirsty ass hell! Can we get something to drink please"
He nodded and we walked to a restaurant.
"Let's sit inside, maybe there is a air conditioning"
Claudia was sitting next to Rose and i sat next to finn and Hazel.
Hazel placed her head on my shoulder and closed her eyes.
"Tired baby?" I asked.
"Yes sorry"
I smiled and gave her a forehead kiss.
Rose took a picture of me and Hazel.
"Send that to me please"

She immediately send it.
I posted it on my insta ofcourse.
Captioning it "spain w baby"
I got a coke and i shared nacho's with Hazel and Rose.
Finneas and claudia got a salad because "vegan"
I'm vegan too.
But they're like super healthy and shit.
I'm not..

We ate our food and Billie called me.
"I'm done, can you guys pick me up? Mom and dad are driving around spain"
I looked at Finneas and he nodded.
"We're on our way"
"Thanks rig"
"Billie thank me, I'm driving"
"Oh thanks Finneas" she said giggling very cute.
Rose smiled at that.

"Okay see ya"
"See ya rig"
We payed and got in the car and drove to Billie.

"Hey mamas" she said to Rose as she got in the seat next to her.
They ofcourse kissed, they always do.
"Can i get a kiss?" I asked in a joking way.
"Ofcourseeeee" she said as she grabbed my face and kissed my cheek.
"Thanks"

We drove to our hotel, Finneas and Claudia went to their room while me, Hazel,Rose and Billie got to Billie and Rose's room.
She had takis and drinks and we watched a movie.

I was really tired, I don't know why.
I layed next to Billie so I placed my head on her shoulder and fell asleep.

When i woke up everyone was gone.
I checked my phone but I didn't saw any messages, it made me creep out and i started crying.
I cried so hard, i bet everyone heard me.
I heard a knock on the door, so i opened it.
It's Claudia.

"Are you okay Rigby?"
"No, they all just left" i said while crying my fucking eyes out.
"They told me to check on you, they're rehearsing" she said as she held me.
"Oh"
She gave me a kiss on my forehead and we walked out the room.

I have some weird feeling in my gut, like i'm getting depressed again..
I really don't want that to happen again.
Not now.

We arrived at the stage.
Billie smiled at me while she was singing 8.
I was still very sleepy and Hazel was sitting on the floor so i layed my head on her thighs and she was running her hand thru my hair.
"Sorry I didn't wake you up baby, you were sleeping so peacefully"
I smiled at that, but I wasn't feeling happy.
I gave her a kiss.

"I wanna have sex" I whispered in her ear.
She laughed and said "same"
I laughed.
"Tonight" she said as she grabbed her phone.
She was texting, i was curious but i decided to say nothing because I didn't wanna fight, i still wanna have sex lmao.

After the rehearsal we all got in the car to eat dinner.
I wasn't hungry.
I was only focused on tonight.
Somehow it felt weird that i was hunrgy for sex, im legit 15, but Billie once told me it was normal to feel like this at my age, its because of "hormones"

So here i am, a big salad with fries, and the most beautiful girl in front of me.
Her foot is touching mine.
She is now talking to Finneas who sits next to her.
Their both really smart, probably talking about some historical shit.
I didn't eat anything yet.
I just stared at my food.
I could tell Billie was worried about me.
She placed her cold hand on my thigh and whispered.
"Are you okay rig?"

I just smiled because I don't know how to respond that question, I can't lie because she always knows when I'm lying.

I noticed that mom was looking at me too, concerned..
I hate that look.
I'm fine really I'm just not hungry i guess.
I decided to eat just so they saw i did eat.
But after 2 bites i felt like i was gonna throw up.

Billie smiled and said.
"It's okay Rigby, you ate takis this afternoon right?"
I nodded.
And mom looked relieved.

After everyone ate their dinner we got back in a car to go to the hotel.
Everyone's room is upstairs except mine and Hazel's, which is totally fine if you ask me.

We got in the room, it was around 9.
I smirked because i knew what time it was.
So did Hazel.
"Lay down princess"
So i did, ofcourse.
"Do you really want it, is there anything you don't want?" She asked.
I love that, she knew what happened with Jordan. Now she is super protected and never does anything without asking.

"I don't care, do what you want, I'll say stop is its to much or sum"
She nodded.
She tugged at my shirt to take it off.
I was in my bra and shorts.
I took hers of too.
We continued like this until we were naked.

She is so fucking fine.
She could legit only kiss me now and I'll be fine cus she is naked and hella pretty, but knowing her, she aint gonna do that.
She touched every part of my body, except my scars, she is amazing.

You know what happened next xoxo

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