Rigby O'connell |BE

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It's 9 am.
I have a doctors appointment today.
I'm really scared, i hate doctors.
The last time i was in the hospital it was because i fainted.

I got out of bed and walked straight to the bathroom.
Billie was on the toilet watching the office.
She didn't saw me so I took my night clothes of and got in the shower.
And started washing myself.
"Hey" Billie said.
I looked at her and said hello too.

"Nervous?" She asked
I let out a small mhm and got out the shower.
She trew a towel at me.
"Thankss" i said as i wrapped myself in the towel.
I walked to my room and picked out some clothes.
I couldn't find a hoodie so i grabbed one of billies.

It was now 9:30.
Billie yelled that we had to go.
Finneas was already in the car.
"Come on we can't be late" he said.

I sat in the front seat and billie in the back.
"Have you been eating this morning?" He asked.
"Nope" he smiled and said great.
We listened to the radio and i closed my eyes.
I was scared really scared.

Before i knew it we were at the hospital.
My anxiety got so bad i started crying.
"It's okay rigby" billie said trying to comfort me.
We walked thru the door and i took a deep breath

Finneas walked to the front desk and told them we were here for a blood test.
I was bouncing my leg and bit my lip.
When Finneas came back and sat next to me i saw a really pretty girl.
She smiled because i was probably staring the shit out of her.

I said "sorry" without making a sound.
She sat in front of me and I couldn't get my eyes of of her.
She was alone and she had no one to talk to.
She looked very nervous.
I let out a small are you okay and she nodded.
"Rigby what the hell are you doing" billie said laughing.
"Shut the fuck up" i said.

The girl in front of me laughed.
Gosh i want to know her name.
She was also staring at me.
She had red long hair.
She dyed it for sure! She had a septum piercing and wore a cropped shirt and cargo jeans.

"Holly lee" the doctor said.
The girl stood up said hi and looked at her phone.
I got a picture someone airdropped me.

I immediately opened snap and added her.
I typed hi and after that a doctor called my name.
We all stood up and followed the doctor.
"Billie I'm scared" i said.
She trew an arm around me and gave me a small kiss on my cheek.
We walked in this room and i started shaking again.
"Rigby you can sit here" the doctor told me so i did.

"Its nothing big, im just gonna get some blood"
Nothing big my ass.
She took out a needle and i looked away.
I was looking at the door.
It was open and i saw a doctor walking, after that i saw the girl from the waiting room.
She looked me right in the eyes.
I bit my lip and she said breathe.
So i did. She smiled and than de doctor said "yes Rigby your done" i let out a deep breath I didn't knew i was holding.
I gave Billie and Finneas a smile.
Finneas was talking to the doctor while i was talking to Billie.

"You did so well Rigby" she said.
I smiled.
We got out of the room.
"Finneas I haven't got breakfast yet" Billie said with her baby voice.

"We'll get my vegan" he said.

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We were home.
I was laying in my bed with my headphones on listening to motion sickness.
I was not feeling so well.
That holly girl didn't send me a snapchat yet.

I kinda gave up, she is probably very popular and had loads of girls and shit.
I mean she was so fucking gorgeous.

I could hear music coming out of Finneas's room.
They're singing that your power song.

I walked to his room.
They were filming the process.
I jumped on his bed next to Billie.
Scrolling through my phone and texting Claudia how she was doing.

Claudia
Im fine what about you? Finn told me you went to the hospital today..

Me
Ye i did it went okay ig i was hella scared tbh

Claudia
Oh.

Me
Can you hang out tomorrow i wanna go to the target and shit.

Claudia
Okay im in, pick you up at 12?

Me
Okay

I decided to check my snap one more time to see if she had accepted my friend request.
Nothing.

I closed my phone and my eyes and started listening to Billie and Finneas singing.
"Everybody dies, suprise supsrise" billie sang
It was calming me down somehow?
"I just wonder why you'd wanna stay? If everybody goess"
"I don't know what to sing" she said.
Finneas stopped the music to think and i said "put the music on"
They looked confused.
"You'd still be alone, I don't wanna cry some days i do but not about you.. it's just a lot to think about the world I'm used to" i sang.
"The one i can't get back, at least not for a while" Billie sang again.

"Thanks rig" they said.
I nodded and fell asleep..

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"Morning bitch" someone yelled.
"Huh?" I groaned.
"I said morning bitch" Billie said as she was walking thru my room looking for something I guess.
"What are you looking for?" I asked.

"Ass" she said laughing in her self.
"Funny, what do you need?"
She is in her ,i am so funny mood,
She's not.
"Oh i need head" she replied.
"Fuck off what the fuck do you need Billie"
I was annoyed.
"Socks" she said.
"Under my bed in the big box"

She always wears my socks.
But its okay because i always wear her hoodies.
She grabbed a pair and walked out.
"OH NO THANK YOU OR SOMETHING?! FUCK YOU" i yelled.

I was awake so i got out of bed and walked to the kitchen.
Billie was standing there so I pushed her with my shoulder.
"The fuck?" She said.

"Karma bitch"
Mom immediately said "girls don't fight please"
We laughed.
"We aint fighting mom were joking" billie said while taking a bite.
"Not me tho" i said.
Billie gave me a dead stare.
I wasn't sorry to be honest.

"I'm going to target with claudia today" i said.
Finneas looked at me and said.
"Don't steal my baby"
I laughed.
"Don't worry I already did"
He laughed too.

"I'm going on a date with Rose and she is sleeping over so rig don't come in my room"
"Fuck i wanted to join but sadly I can't" i joked.

I grabbed an banana and walked to the couch where my mom was sitting.
"Is that your breakfast honey?" She asked.
"Yes be glad I'm eating mom" i said a bit rough.

"Miss gurl is hitting pubertyyyy" billie yelled.
"Oh shut the f- ." I tried to say but billie interrupted by saying "sorry sorry"
I hate her,
No i love her.