Rigby O'connell |BE

21

Its  the next day.
I think i skipped dinner because it was morning.
Billie was laying next to me.
Her arms were around me and her head was against my chest.

I didn't want to wake Billie up so I didn't move and didn't talk.
I closed my eyes again and started thinking.

I was thinking about tour.
This year my birthday is on tour.
I don't know if thats a great thing or not.

Billie finally woke up.
"Hey" i said.
She let out a small hi.
I could tell she was really tired.
I was also kinda confused because I didn't saw Rose anywhere.

"Where is rose?" I asked.
"I brought her home after dinner" she told me.
I don't know if she had a reason for sending her home.
I hope its not because of me.

"Don't worry Rigby its fine" she said with her sleepy voice.

I placed my head against her chest and closed my eyes once again.
I wrapped my arms around her and almost fell asleep.

I could sleep like this forever.
She grabbed her phone and made a picture.
I could hear the sound of her phone making a picture.

She started singing Iloveyou and it was so relaxing.
I love it when she sings.
But I'm probably not the only one who thinks that lmao.

After laying like this for maybe 10 minutes she stood up.
"We got to go rig" she said
I was  pretty confused
It was morning and i had no idea what the planning was. "Why what are we doing?" I asked.
She laughed a bit and said "we have fittings for tour"

"And i have to go too?"
"Yes I want you to sing listen before i go with me"
I was kinda confused to be honest.
Why does she wants me to sing?
I'm a dancer and actor i aint a singer.

"With me?" I asked.
She nodded yes and pulled me out of bed.

We walked to the kitchen and saw mama making vegan waffles.

"Can i grab one mom?" Billie asked.
I didn't asked.
I wasn't hungry.

"Rigby would you please take one honey, it's okay if you don't finish it" mom said.
So i did i took a waffle and started eating.
I couldn't swallow it.
Billie looked at me and asked if i was okay.
I nodded but I wasn't. I hated it.
I hated the way that I couldn't be normal and just eat.

"I really can't billie" i said.
I again started crying.
Crybaby.
Lmao

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We were in the car.
I was sitting next to Billie. She gave me one of her airpods and we were listening to strange by celeste.
I missed this Billie,
I missed being basically best friends.

"Were here" mom said.
I got up and opened the door.
We walked in this insane big building.
It was some sort of church i guess.
There were loads of clothes.

"Rigby these are yours" some women said.
They were so pretty.
Finneas had loads of clothing too.
I think they all looked very cool!

I saw this big black hoodie with red letters.
The letters formed words ofcourse.. but the words were titles of Billie's songs.
This was definitely my favorite.

I told the woman that I didn't wanted some tight shit.
She understood and gave me more options.
I picked the coolest shit and me Billie and Finneas were walking to the dressing rooms.
Billie and i had to share one because there were only 2 dressing rooms and of course Finneas had to get one for himself because he was the only male.

I took of my hoodie and changed into my other hoodie.
Billie immediately grabbed an outfit that is red and black too.
"We're matching whenever we wear this" she said very cute.
I smiled.
"We should match every show" she added.
I nodded.

We chose all of our outfits and ended up matching most of them.
We were now wearing our own clothes.
I gave the woman my clothes i chose to wear during tour.

We got back in the car and billie gave me one of her airpods again.
Cigarette daydream is playing.
I love that song.

"Rigby you have an doctor appointment tomorrow at 10" mom mentioned.
"Huh why" i said as i took out my airpod.
Billie did the same.

"They need to test your blood because your eating pattern is not good"
I placed my face into Billie's chest and started crying.
Billie tried to comfort me by playing with my hair and putting on my favorite song.

I really appreciated it but i wanted to fucking jump of a cliff at the moment.
"When does this shit ends.." i said quiet.
"Thrust me it will" Billie said.

I fell asleep.

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Short chapter I'm sorry,
Anyways i want some positive stuff to happen bur im not sure how and when!
But shit will get better