Rigby O'connell |BE

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Billie's pov:

2 weeks have passed.
All i did was laying in my bed, but I didn't sleep.
I tuned myself out for everyone.
Most of the time im just writing or crying.
Dad and mom are in the hospital almost everyday.
Mom is always sad and im worried about her.

There was a knock on my door.
"No" i said.
But the door still opened.
"Baby it's me.." Rose said softly.
I haven't seen rose in 11 days.
I kept ignoring her calls and texts.
"Oh uhm hi"
She layed down next to me.
"Look i know its hard and i know your sad but i miss you and i haven't spoken nor heard from you in 11 days Billie"
I cried.
"I'm sorry, its just i don't know how to deal with this" she trew her arms around me and i melted in her hug.
"I'm truly sorry, all i've done is laying in bed and crying, ive been writing songs but that's it"
"Have you been in the hospital yet?"
I shook my head.
She grabbed my hand and i stood up.
She tossed me some clothes to wear.
I changed and we got out of the house.
"Baby we're gonna see Rigby and after that we'll get taco bell okay?" She said as she placed her hand on my thigh.

I was scared ass hell.
We arrived at the hospital and i was so nervous.
"Uhm were coming for Rigby O'Connell" Rose said.
"Im sorry i can only let you guys thru if you know her full name"
I sighed. "Rigby Eleanor Lucy Baird O'Connell" I blurted out.
She nodded and said "third room on the second floor"
I rolled my eyes at this bitch her attitude.
But Rose said very politely "thank you miss"
We got in the elevator cus bitch i ain't walking those stairs.

When we got to her room I wanted to run away immediately. I still feel like its my fault.
"Baby, you're gonna be fine"
I nodded and we walked in.
Tears were forming in my eyes as i looked at her.
"I can't baby i really can't"
Rose grabbed my hand.
"You can baby, just breathe"
I walked up to her bed and sat down next to her.
It was liking looking at a dead person.
Than the doctor came in.

"You must be her sister?"
I nodded.
"How is she doing sir?"
"She is making progress from what we see, she is still in a coma ofcourse but she is strong and fighting well."
I was still crying.
"Thanks sir"
I grabbed Rigby's hand it was cold.
"Baby do you want some tea? I'll get you some"
I nodded. "Okay I'll be right back" Rose said as she gave me a small peck on the lips.

Once she left the room i started talkingZ
"I'm really really sorry Rigby it's all my fault.."
I started crying some more.
"And i dont know what to do without you, it's been 2 weeks and i haven't slept at all."
An other doctor heard me saying that.
"If it would make you feel better, you can sleep here for the night." She said softly.
"I'll ask my mother, thank you"

I called mom but she didn't respond.
I called again and i got here voicemail.
"Fucking mom bro" I groaned.
"She is probably sleeping bill"
She is right.
Sleeping..

We sat there in silence and i was just crying and crying and crying.
After like 10 minutes Rose said "okay let's get you some taco bell baby girl, maybe that'll cheer you up"
I laughed.
Gave Rigby a forehead kiss and left the room.
Rose said goodbye to the doctors and we got back in the car.
I put on my sad playlist and i enjoyed the weather.
It was raining.

"Baby i think you'd want the bean burrito?"
I just nodded.
I liked the silence.
Rose ordered and started talking.
I wanted her to be quiet but you can't get everything you want.
"Okay so maybe you'll say no but uhm would you mind if I sleep at yours tonight? It's okay if you don't want that but i just i don't know. Look all i want is for you to be happy, and i know I can't make you happy at the moment because let's just say this whole situation is fucked and stressfull and fucking sad but i just miss your company and -."
I shushed her.
"Baby ofcourse you can, i missed your company too but can you just be a little more quiet i'm tryna eat my burrito in peace" i snorted.
"Oh yeah uhm ofcourse sorry" her face turned sad.
"Oh baby i didn't mean it like that."
She smiled.

We're home.
In my bed, the office is on and Rose is in my arms.
I closed the computer.
I was finally really tired and ready to sleep.
I lowered my body so that we were at the same height.
I grabbed her face and kissed her lips.
"Baby i know its not fun but i feel like I'm finally ready to sleep and i don't wanna waste that chance to sleep"
"Please yes i want to sleep too"

And i fell asleep.

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I slept, i slept a whole fucking night.
I'm looked at rose who was sleeping to.
I missed her.
Yesterday i was so tired and lost and today i already feel lots better.
"Morning baby" Rose said softly.
"Good morning mama" I responded.

"Soooo what do you wanna do today? We can shop stay in bed watch a movie cuddle or see rigby, maybe bake something.. you choose "
"We could do all those things baby girl"
I got on Rose's lap and gave her kisses.
"Baby we should, its 10" I shushed her and gave her an other kiss.
"We have allll the time mamas.."

A/n: sorry i haven't been uploading that much lately, school started and i have a lot of exams cus im in my last year :) so sorryyy