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Billie is still hugging me.
She  won't let go of me.
I hear Finneas.
"Hey Finneas! Why are you here?" Mom says
"Oh i just am" he says
"Hey Maggie" Claudia says
"Hey guys! This is a big suprise! Well this means i have to get more food!" Moms says
"Great idea mom!" Finn says
*knock, Knock*
"Billie? Rigby?"
Its Finneas

"Come in" Billie says
The door opens and they walk in!
I get up and run to Finneas! I give him a very strong hug.

"Whoa are you okay" he says
I start crying! I hate the fact that i have to talk about today but I can't avoid it now.
"I'm not" i say
Claudia is hugging Billie cuz she is crying too!

"Guys what happened?" Claudia say's
"Alot.. I- i'm n not a v v virgin anymore" i say
I cry and i cry and I cry
Finneas kisses me on my forehead

"Did you? Did you got r-raped?" He ask's me
"She did" Billie says.
Everytime i close my eyes i see him.
I see his dick.
"Jordan did it" i say
"RYANS JORDAN?!"Finneas asks
I nod.

I Pretend to fall asleep so I don't have to talk about it!
I close my eyes and say nothing
I feel Finneas tugging me in Billies bed

"Billie how did it happen?"Claudia asks
"Jordan asked Rigby to go upstairs! They were in his room.. I don't really know what happened but i got a message from her she wanted to go home! I saw it like 10 minutes later so i walked to his room and I heard her screaming,I couldn't find them so i went to his bathroom and i saw her laying there! She was cold as hell and her eyes were swollen and uhm she was naked! I yelled at jordan and we went home"
Fuck why did she had to tell this!
"Fuck" Finneas said

Yes Finneas FUCK thats what i thought too when he raped me!
"Should i tell mom?" He asked
"No let her do it finn" billie said
Thank god she said that!

"We will be in my room okay! If you need anything or if she isn't doing well call me okay?" He said
"Okay bye"

I woke up. Well i pretended that i woke up!
"I'm going to the bathroom"
"Oh okay stay safe please"
I walked to the bathroom and searched for my blade.
Shit where is it.
Fuck.
Oh there it is!
Blood alot of blood! You could still see my old scars..
I took care of my scars and made sure they don't bleed anymore,and i walked back to Billie.
I was really tired!
"Hey" i said
"Hey rig."
I lay next to Billie.
She is making circles on my back with her finger!
Its relaxing and i fall asleep!

I woke up and i saw Billie drawing on my wrists!
"What are you doing" i ask
"Drawing hearts and stars and planets!" She says

Ugh she is adorable
I hug her tight
"I love you bills" i say
"I love you more Rigss"

"Guys dinner is ready" mom yelled
We walked to the dinner table and i sat next to Claudia and Finneas.
"Were eating vegan pizza's! Made them myself" mom says

"Delicious mom thank you"Billie says
I started eating and i feel sick.
"Mom I don't feel well" i said.
"Drink some water hunny"
I'm about to pass out so lay my head on Finneas's shoulder! He kisses my head!

"Mom help please" i say
I feel dizzy.
I see nothing.
"She is about to pass out Maggie" Claudia say's
I passed out

Rigby O'connell |BEजहाँ कहानियाँ रहती हैं। अभी खोजें