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11 days have past.
It was boring.
I haven't really talked to Billie.
Everytime she said something to me she was mean or annoying.
Were in Detroit right now.
I'm on my bed playing uno with Lola.
Were really close.

She is my bestfriend.. i guess
Its weird to have a best friend.

"I winnn" lola saidd.
"Again again again!"

We played again.
I won.

My birthday is in 2 days.
Insane!
I actually hate my birthday.

I just want to talk to Billie like we used to!
The shows are less fun, and it's still my sister.
"Should i go talk to Billie?" I asked Lola..
"Yes please y'all are so annoying when you dont like each other" she replied.

It was already late.
I checked on snap to see if she was still awake.
She was.

"Okay well imma go to Billies room! I'll see you tomorrow"
"Ye, goodluck" she said as she walked away.
I was really scared.
I know Billie isn't doing well.
You can tell by her face....
I hate the fact that I'm the reason of that.

I grabbed my charger because you never know and texted Finneas that im gonna talk to bill.
When i got to her room i took a deep breath.
*knock knock*

I could hear her walking.
"Yes?" She said while her eyes were on her phone.
"Hey.."
"Oh.. uhm come in"
I walked in her room.
She closed the door and sat on her bed.
I just stood there.
"Well, talk" she said.
Rude!

"U-uh-uhm sorry.."
Tears were rolling on my cheek.
"For?" She asked.
She didn't look at me.
I couldn't see her face.
"For ignoring you"
I broke down.
I hate this! I hate being emotional.

She padded on her bed.
I sat down next to her.
"I'm sorry" she said.
"Sorry for being rude"

Her voice was cracking.
She still didn't showed her face.
"Billie, can i see your face?"
"No"
I grabbed her chin and looked at her face.
Her eyes were puffy, her lips were purple-ish and her cheeks were red.

I placed a small kiss on her forehead.
She broke down.
I wrapped my arms around her and felt her tears on my chest.
"I just hate fighting with you, I haven't slept in a week, or two.."
"11 days?" I replied.
She nodded.

"Sorry" i said.
I plugged my charger in and tucked billie and i in bed.
She was so tired.
She wrapped her arms around me and we fell asleep.

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It's morning i guess.
Today's the show in Detroit.
And our last day in Detroit.
Anddd, one day till my birthday.
Were leaving Detroit tonight after the show.
It's gonna be draining.

I'm still in Billie's arms.
I missed this so much.
I heard her little snores and i felt her breath.
Mom is probably waking everyone in 5 minutes so i grabbed my phone and texted her that I'm with Billie.

She texted me back immediately.
"That's good to hear" i smiled and closed my eyes again.
I missed the smell of Billie.
I missed her.

When mom knocked on out door i got out bed to open it.
She smiled.
Billie also woke up.
"Hey mom"
"Hey Billie, how did you sleep?"
"Amazing, actually"
"Great! See you guys at breakfast! You have 15 minutes"
We nodded.

When mom closed the door i jumped back in the bed.
I was tired ass heellllllll.
"We have 15 minutes rigby come on"

We changed in our clothes and talk about alot.
"How's Rose doing?"
"Great! Were great! I just miss her so much"
"She's joining tour after the shows in la right?" I asked.
"Uh huh"

Some minutes passed by and we walked out of the room to get breakfast.

Billie was texting Rose and i was texting Hazel! Me and Hazel have a lot of contact.
I miss her alot.
I've never seen her in real life but she is pretty and cool and a great friend.

"Who r you texting Rigby?" Billie asked me.
"Uh just hazel"
"Oh cool"

"Wait Bills can she get backstage tickets for the la show?"
"Uh sure but i wanna speak to mom about that first, maybe she could get the phone number of her dad or?"
I smiled.
"She has 2 moms"

"Oh well her mom than"
I texted hazel immediately! I was so exited to see her in real life!

We got out of the elevator and spotted mom sitting at the table with dad and Finneas.
We said good morning and joined them at the table.
I sat next to Finneas and he asked me about yesterday.
"It was great actually, lot of tears tho"
He smiled.
"I'm glad"

I love Finneas, he is a lot older than me and i think that's why he helps me with almost everything.
He experienced it all.

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The show went amazing.
It was way more fun than the other shows.
Were in the tour bus now.
2 hours till my birthday.
Billie is calling Rose and Finneas is calling Claudia.
So i decided to call Hazel.

We talked ages about anything.
She told me that Sophia tripped over the stairs today.
That made me laugh.
Hazel goes to school with Sophia.
Sophia used to be the popular girl but when people found out she cheated and used me for my sister.
She's kinda the loser.

I'm glad she is.
She's an ass.

30 minutes left till my birthday
I'm stressed.
I hate my birthday.
I hate it that it's all about me.
Maybe I should just go to sleep already to avoid the celebrations in the middle of the night.

"I gotta go! Bye Hazel"
"Bye Rigby"

I closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep.

A/n: this was short i know!
Thanks for the views tho!
Oh and I've found this girl on tiktok and she's kinda what I imagined Rigby to look like. (Idk if thats great english lmao)

This is kinda what she looks like but with blue hair lmao

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This is kinda what she looks like but with blue hair lmao

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