Will you love me?

Chp 18

Look, who is finally back after ages lol..
Missed u guys <3
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Sorry cuz the chapter got a bit delayed.. (I was supposed to post this day before yesterday i.e Monday lol)
But no worries, I am finally back and will be consistent now.. !!
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Gautami's POV :

Finally now everything is fine, I got my Abhi..

We were sitting at a cafe near the same airport.

He was ordering something and I was just staring at him..

The way he speaks, the way he cares, his eyes, his smile.. everything makes me crazy about him.

Honestly, I never thought destiny would actually give me any chance with him.. but now I've got that chance, I'll never lose it.

He snapped fingers in front of me.

"Kya hua kidhar kho gayi?"
He raised his eyebrows.

"K..kuch nahi" I replied stuttering.

He sighed.

He held my hands.

"Gautami, I know ki maine tumhe hamesha pareshaan kiya hai, hamesha sataya hai.. hamesha tujhe galat smjha hai aur bohot kuch bhala bura bhi bola hai and today I genuinely apologize you for that.. sorry!! I hope tum mujhe maaf kr dogi.."

My eyes had tears, I just smiled widely in response.

Just than his gaze shifted towards my hand..

Oh shit, today I forgot to cover it up with concealer... god no...!!!! How can I forget such important things..!!

"Gautami, ye tere hath pe kaise laga, you okay?"
I could see concern clearly in his eyes.

"Wo bss mai..wo.. ha... mai kuch papers cut kr rhi thi scissor se toh wo galti se lag gya, but don't worry.. I am absolutely fine."

He was still not satisfied with my answer.

He took my hand in his and observed them carefully..

Yarr aaj toh maine full sleeves bhi nahi pehna..aur ye saare marks dikh rahe hai.. ab ye puchega toh kya javab du?

I hope he doesn't notices it...

"Itne saare marks, wo bhi sirf scissor se? Wth? You are not that clumy, are you?"

"Sorry but yes I am... I am always clumsy so..."

"Gautami jhut mat bol..." He said getting irritated.

He held my shoulders.
"Dekh Gautami, ab mai hu tere saath, hamesha... and tujhe mujhse kuch bhi chupane ki jarurat nahi hai, you can share with me everything..."

I looked down.
"I.. I actually um... I actually used to harm myself a lot..like this.."

I showed him my arms, my wrist...

He just looked at me with guilt and concern, he took my hands and kissed my scars.

"I am sorry you have to go through this, no one deserves this... But just remember now you have me and there's absolutely no need to hurt yourself  anymore, I have suffered lot, you have suffered a lot but not now anymore...let's put an end to this.."

I smiled at him and was about to reply when my phone rang.

I looked at the caller id.

It was Rohan, a wide smile spread across my lips.

I immediately picked up the call and put it on speaker.

"Hello, Gautami...kya hua? Tu time pe pohochi na.. Abhyudaya ko roka na???"

It wad Aarohi who was speaking.

As soon as I heard this, a shiver ran down my spine, his dad is no more and he doesn't know this yet.. how is he gonna react to this.

He noticed that I shivered, he confusingly raised his eyebrows.

Avoiding his reaction I replied,

"Ha ha.. Thankfully I made it on time.. but Aarohi... how do you know this? I mean...you..."

"Rohan told me and even I could find the truth in his words... no matter how much I hated you, deep down even I knew you wouldn't do this shit... so we called police and tracked your phone number... and rest you know..."

"Hmm ya ... thankyou so...."

"No thank you dude, infact I am sorry for leaving you at your worst.. I hope you forgave me Gautami... I know we couldn't be that close friends now as we were before but atleast we can be frie--"

"Why not Aaru.. we are and will be bestfriends forever my kitty..."

I smiled.

"Hayyeee...!! Kitne saalo baad tere muh se ye naam sune... love you my kitty 2.. chal bye enjoy with your soon to be husband.."

"Oyeeeeee" I blushed.

The call ended.

I looked at him..

"Abhi... wo... tumhare.. papa..."

"That asshole is dead... thank god"

"Tumhe kaise....?"

"Uske marne ke baad policemen had called me to inform that matter...."

"Hmm... you are not angry.."

"I am right now the most happiest and luckiest person that I found you Gautami...."

I looked at him adoringly, I still can't believe we are together...

I just hope for the best...

Honestly life is totally unexpected.. when life started treating me bad I thought it's all over now.. I might end my life soon but still I survived... I survived and survived no matter what the circumstances were but that alone is a victory.

Life is not hard, we just have to survive daily in hard circumstances.

When life gives you clouds of pain; behind that clouds of pain their is a sun of happiness hiding and it will rise at it's own time..

You just never have to loose hope, that's it..

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I know short chapter tha but kal ka chapter lamba hoga aur romantic bhi lol🤌🏻😌
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Bye take care y'all <3

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