Will you love me?

Chp 8

Vaise toh ye chapter kal dene vali thi but..... tum sabne... literally sab ne request kia ki aaj hi agla chapter daal do...
Toh here you go guys...

Let's continue:
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Gautami's POV:

"Accha Gautami... wo sab chorr... tune itni madat ki na meri ... toh in return mai bhi kuch dena chahta hu tujhe..." he said, making me once again remember how it all started...
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"K..kya..!?" I don't know why but I stuttered a bit.

"Aaja..."

He said and started walking, I followed him.
Not gonna lie, I trust him but some things are hard to forget..those words are hard to forget, those screams, those lustful eyes are hard to forget.. by God's grace I was saved that day but little did I knew my life would change after that... that someone who knocked on the door that day was none other than my so called bestfriend Aarohi... as soon as that bastard opened the door.. he... he created a fake drama.. I could see that Aarohi was completely shocked by seeing us locked there..
That BASTARD, he told Aarohi that I.. I was framing him and was about to put fake allegations on him that he tried to rape me.. and...

My chain of thoughts was broken by him calling me...

"Gautami yaar... kaha kho jaati ho tum bich bich mai?? Kya sochti rehti ho itna aur aaj ho kya gaya hai tumhe..."

He was right. Aaj actually mera din hi kharab chaalu hua but wait where are we?

I sighed looking at the surroundings.
We were in the garden beside our college campus.

"Kya hua... mujhe idhar kyu laya??"

"Bhul gyi itni jaldi... maine bola tha na tune meri itni madat ki toh I wanna give u something.."

"Nahi uski koi jarurat nahi hai please understand..." It was hard for me to control at this moment.. I wanted to cry, tears were slowly forming inside my eyes. No, not because I was remembering the flashbacks but because the way I treated myself even after knowing it was not my fault. After that day no one even showed any kind of sympathy towards me and here this guy... who barely knows me... and just because I helped him wants to give me something. He is not even related to me and moreover he hates me because he is blind in his father's love.... yetttt... despite of all these circumstances he is treating me way more better than anyone ever did.. he might be pretending to be nice but yet he cares for me...
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I honestly couldn't take it anymore. I looked down avoiding eye contact with him. Just one blink and tears will automatically escape my eyes.

He sensed that something was not right.
He held my shoulders gently.

"Kya hua Gautami tum theek toh ho kabse ajeeb behave kr rhi ho... mai toh bss tumhe treat dene vala tha... batao tumhe kya khana hai, mai khilata hu...but pehle ye bata itni upset kyu hai?"
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I just hugged him tightly as the response. Tears which I was controlling from so long finally left my eyes.

My head met his chest. As soon I hugged him I felt his heartbeat increased.. his heart literally started jumping.. I could feel his heart, I could hear his heart... his heartbeat is just like any melodious rhythm to my ears.. and I might get addicted forever to this rhythm.

He hugged me back tightly. I snuggled into his arms. His warm embrace was everything for me at this moment, it was only thing which needed the most right now.. his embrace is the safest place in the world...

I knew I was in love with him at this point but I denied... yet somewhere deep inside me I knew I couldn't deny it for too long.

Soon his tshirt was wet with my tear drops.
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His heartbeat increased eventually giving me butterflies.

I have never ever in my life felt this comfortable till now. I could hear him mumbling something but I can't actually figure out what..

Soon I could feel my shoulders getting wet.. which I suppose was because of his tear drops..
But why is he crying?

I tried to break the hug but I couldn't cuz his grip was much more stronger.

I heard him saying,

"Gautami plz mat... I need you, I seriously do... I don't care at this point for whatever you have done or anything..but please don't leave me..."
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Saying that he hugged more tightly.

Finally after 2-3 minutes we broke the hug.

He looked at me but I tried to avoid the eye contact.

"Chal kuch khate hai, mujhe bhuk lagi hai..."

I just nodded.

We went to the nearby local tea stall.
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We sat there..
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I know a small chapter but aaj subhe hi itna bada part update kiya tha na...🥲👌🏻
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