Will you love me?

Chp 10

Gautami's POV:

College hours were finally over. I walked out of library. I was too weak, I didn't had anything since morning which made me more weak physically.

People's words were roaming in my head. I just... I just want to get rid of this thoughts.

I also want to live a life normally like other people.
Why me god?
Why my life is all messed up? Why...?? My eyes were all filled with tears which might escape soon.

I was lost in my thoughts when I got collided with someone.

It was none other than Abhyudaya.

I was too afraid to even look up because I knew I wouldn't be able to control tears.

I just stood there, but soon my gaze shifted towards his knuckles which were bleeding.

I looked at him.
I could see his face had no emotion.

I took his hand in mine,

"Ye kaise hua?"

He jerked his hand from me.

"Tumse matlab?" He said coldly.

"Khoon nikal raha hai tere haatho se bhai, aur tujhe idhar jhagda krne ki padi hai, are u serious?"

"Atleast mai tumhari tarah sympathy toh nahi leta..."

Abhyudaya's POV:

I was walking towards the ground when I collided with Gautami.

For some reason she was looking tensed, but today I had no energy to confort anyone cuz I myself needed help.

I stood there looking at her, she just hung her head down.
I don't know why this girl is always sad, I mean everyone has problems but.. I can't see her sad, for some reason it hurts me... she should start staying happy instead.

I am annoyed now, is she gonna speak anything?

"Ye kaise hua?"

She said looking towards my hand.
If I told her that I was angry and I couldn't control my anger that's why I....... than she would definitely give me sympathy which I hate...

"Tumse matlab?" I said coldly.

"Khoon nikal raha hai tere haatho se bhai, aur tujhe idhar jhagda krne ki padi hai, are u serious?"

Bhaiii..??? BHAIII!??? SERIOUSLY???
Wait why am I so angry on her calling me brother.. I mean... NO... EWW... I CAN'T THINK OF HER AS MY SISTER... WHAT THE F...!!??

"Atleast mai tumhari tarah sympathy toh nahi leta..." I said that out of anger.... fuck I regret saying thatttt... hell nooo.. what why I care.. no I do care.. usko bura lagega.. but I shouldn't care right after what she has done... but I careee..

I was just busy in my thoughts when she ran away... I am sorry Gautami.. I can't be there for you.. my heart shattered seeing her like this...

Skips to next day:

I was getting ready for college when I heard my dad calling me.

I went down. I saw him sitting on the couch and sat beside him.

"Kya hua dad?" I spoke.

"Mujhe.. mujhe Aarohi ne bata diya ki tu uss Gautami ke saath baate krta hai..."

No no no... what did I did... I suddenly remembered all the flashbacks of me and Gautami... I was filled with guilt.. how can I do such thing.. I betrayed my own dad..

I was not even able to maintain eye contact with him.

I looked down fidgeting with my hands as anxiety took over me.

"Abhi beta..." he smiled at me.

I finally looked at him. He is such a genuine soul.. No..!! What was I thinking.. my dad can never do such things...

"Dekho tum kisi se bhi baat karo mujhe koi parvah nahi hai but.... " he sighed.

I feel so bad for him.

"I am sorry dad..."

"It's okay Abhi.. bss aage se aisa..."

"Aage se aisa kuch nahi hoga...." I smiled at him fakely.

I have to ignore Gautami somehow because I know I am falling foe her... but I don't want to.. the only way to avoid her is to... is to be rude with her.. I have no other option. I have to do this but honestly if I hurt her... more than her I'll feel the pain.
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