Will you love me?

Chp 7

Gautami's POV:

I was in a deep sleep when I felt someone calling me..

"Gautami, Gautami..."
My eyes felt heavy, I slowly opened them to see my mom calling me.

"Gautami uth jaa.. !! "

I got up from my bed. But my mom was still in my room, I was kinda confused.

"Ma... kuch kehna hai aapko?"

I could sense that she was nervous.

"Kya hua?"

"Wo Gautami... I don't know how to tell you but.."

I rolled my eyes..

"Just speak it.. what can be so bad...?"

"Wo maine tumhari shaadi arrange ki hai, mere ek friend ke ladke se... dekh tune jo kia uske baad koi tujhe accept nahi karega... but wo ladka accha hai.. job karta hai so...and most importantantly he accepted you for what you did..."

"YOU ARE KIDDING ME RIGHT!?...I am not gonna marry anyone..." I said with disbelief.

"No.. I am serious Gautami... "

I widened my eyes.

"No.. I am not marrying anyone..."

"Than who would marry you... no one will even look at you after what..."

"I did fucking nothing... so please.. and yes even if no one marries me, I am happy all alone, I don't need fake people surrounding me..."

I was about to go from there when my mom held my hands.

"Dekh Gautami, I know I was so cruel to you but that was because I thought you would accept your fault to me and than I would have forgiven you... but nevermind... I still care for you, mujhe bhi tera accha hi chahiye.."

I sighed.

"If you really care for me than please understand I can't marry any stranger out there please...I am only 20 and I wanna focus on my career rn...!!"

She let my hands go.

"Okay... let's make a deal, I'll give you some time, you yourself find someone and show me... and if you didn't find anyone than..."

"Please... I am not any of your toys which will hear and do what you say..."

My mother looked at me with disbelief.

"Dekh lena Gautami, tujhe koi bhi accha ladka nahi milega... than remain all alone crying in corner where other people of your age would be getting married...!!"

[Abhi be like: Mai kya karu fir... job chor du!?💀okay sorry...]

"Actually you know what mom... accha hi hai agar koi ladka nahi mila toh.. because everyone is devil in this world..."

Saying that I just exited from there...
Yarrr subhe subhe mood kharab kr diya...
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Finally... I reached college.
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It was break time. I was searching for Mr. Devil because I wanted to return his coat.
I searched for him everywhere... in his class, in playground, in library though he never studies yet.. I was going towards the terrace now,I was all alone. I was climbing the stairs.

That's when someone tapped on my shoulder from behind.

I suddenly got scared, I flinched..I got flashback of last time, same place, same hour... My forehead was covered with sweat even my palms became sweaty...  my hands were shivering..