I'M UNDESERVING...

WORST REGRETS....

Afternoon was quite peaceful, as the lan and Jiang had lunch together . After lunch everyone got in their room to rest . Sizhui and Jin ling were sitting near the lake , looking at the lotuses ,

" What's on your mind a-ling ? ", Sizhui asked sensing the strange calm of younger .

" How do you always know? Hah... it's Jiujiu , I don't know by sending zewujun with Jingyi here , we did right or wrong? Means it's...ahh..what we say ? ",

" An anxious feeling? ", Sizhui answers Jin ling with a subtle smile , and Jin ling nods and sighs , Sizhui squeeze younger's hand ,

" I know you are tensed about your Jiujiu so am I for my shushu. They have been through so much , we just want them to be happy and this is our only resort. We can only think positive and wish for it to end positive too. ",

" Hah! I don't think I can think positively...and I would blame jiujiu's bitter relationship with his happiness for that .", Jin ling sighs ,

" I have read somewhere that if two people are truly in love and are together, their fates become one. It's create a balance completing each other's luck and bad luck , maybe together they can change their fate too. ", Sizhui intertwined their hands smiling. Jin ling scoffs ,

" Where on the earth even you read such cheesy lines ? Please, don't tell me you read zizhen's stupid novels . ",

" I didn't. It was a line in the book written by one of the sect leader of gusu lan , in the memory of his partner. ", Sizhui had a sad smile on his face. Jin ling found the new information quite amusing,

" Who was the Sect Leader ? ", Jin ling asked out of curiosity.

" Former sect leader Qingheng-jun...",

Jin ling didn't said anything, what even he could say , Qingheng-jun, a well known sect leader and great cultivator of his time , suddenly going against his whole sect for his love and after what happens, everyone knows. But it wasn't the only time right ? The esteemed Hanguang-jun too , walking on his father's path stood against his sect for his love. Maybe it's in the blood of lan's , once a follower of rules but the second it comes to their love ones , they don't hesitate to break every single rules they made . However lan wangji and wei wuxian's love had another ending compare to the former sect leader. Now only god's know what he had decided for lan xichen and Jiang Cheng.

" Do you think he wrote it in regret? ", Jin ling asks looking at the peaceful swaying Lotus in the warm breeze of mid afternoon.

" Regret? I don't think grandfather ever regret going against his clan and protecting grandmother. We know that he went in seclusion to repent himself for going against his clan but was it really the reason? No one knows what he thought or in exactly what situation he was...but the way he wrote those lines , I know he don't regret this fate of his....he found it amusing , you can call it sarcasm too , he accepted what happened cause it was the result of the decision he made himself. One can never regret decision he made on his own !", Sizhui smiles as he found Jin ling looking at him like a adoring kitty.

" Woahh..for a second I thought I was listening to zewujun. I couldn't understand everything but listening you was quite a ease on my heart . ", Jin ling laughs pinching Sizhui's cheeks . Older ears were getting red with blush , Sizhui smiles,

" As long as you feel at ease. ",

In the evening, Jiang Cheng personally went to docks to give farewell to his annoying brother's family . Zewujun was with Jingyi, coming back from dock , Jiang Cheng had a great experience with the people of Jiang clan. And he knew for sure he needs to talk to the great zewujun about this,