I'M UNDESERVING...

SANG-GEGE!!!

".........",

Xichen face went blank , flush of red spread across his face , he slowly lifts a finger and points at himself,

" Mmmmeeeee?",

" Who else? Last time when you were fucking drunk, you not only kissed me but also slept hugging me for a whole damn night!! And guess what ? You don't even fucking remember...Aahh it's so frustrating!! Why am I the only one to remember ?" Jiang Cheng bangs his fist on the table in frustration.

" Why...why didn't wanyin told me earlier?", xichen holds both Jiang Cheng's hand in his but Jiang Cheng immediately slaps his hands away ,

" Cause I don't want to make things awkward between us!! A sect leader kissing another!? Tch!! You will probably start distancing with me!", Jiang Cheng frowns .

" Wanyin doesn't want me to stay away from him? ", xichen blushes fiddling his fingers . Now it was Jiang Cheng's chance to get blank, he immediately looked at xichen then back to table ,

" Fuck!! Why am I getting upset over him distancing me ? What the hell is going with since few weeks!? Why am I so influenced by his actions?",

" Wanyin, can I ask you a question?", xichen asked breaking Jiang Cheng's thinking chain .

" Yeah...though you already asked , anyway speak!", Jiang Cheng said pouring himself a cup from last jar of emperor smile. He could already feel his headache coming ,

" Does wanyin liked it? ",

And there goes the last jar of emperor smile on ground slipping away from shocked Jiang Cheng's hand ,

" Are you okay ?", xichen leans towards Jiang Cheng to check but Jiang Cheng pushes him back and slides back himself too .

" I..I get it... I'm sorry...I shouldn't have kissed you. I hope you will forgive me...I was under the influence of alcohol. Sorry..", xichen said again fiddling his fingers. Jiang Cheng could see how guilty the older was feeling, that he was at the verge of breaking in tears,

" There!!There...I didn't hate but I didn't like that too....and who the fuck bite when he kiss someone? ", Jiang Cheng was himself not knowing what he was saying . Xichen stares at younger before grinning,

" You could have bite me back..",

" Hey!! Can you stop giving me heart attacks!? How on the earth I didn't knew that you were shameless?", Jiang Cheng stand up in frustration. Xichen smiles before picking up the pieces of broken jars ,

" Hey stop there! You are not in your right mind , you will hurt yourself.", Jiang Cheng said taking the pieces himself .

" Wanyin is so caring...and he looks cute when he is angry . You can bite me now if you want .", xichen said playing with the end of his forehead ribbon.

" Hah! Do you think I don't take my revenge ? I make it twice worse. ", Jiang Cheng picking the last piece .

" How many secrets wanyin have kept from me ? ", xichen pouts .

" I didn't kept any secrets! It's just that you don't remember . You remember when we were in yi City , you were in illusion, I couldn't find any weapon to cause you pain for you to break the illusion so...so..I..I..bite your neck!!", Jiang Cheng said and immediately stands up to put the broken pieces away, manly trying to ignore xichen face which was completely froze , xichen slowly place his hand on his neck , biting his lips , his ears were brightest shade of red .

There was a complete silence in the room , Jiang Cheng was standing leaning on the wall beside the door and xichen was sitting on his cushion near the table . Xichen takes a deep breath before speaking,