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It's been a few days after arriving back at home I've been pretending that I'm okay but I cry myself to sleep

But of course when I'm awake and so is everyone I just smile i especially don't want to show Jerry I'm upset

About the rest I don't care but I don't want to make Jerry upset because I'm upset me and Zion have been getting into arguments

But my dad and Fabian promised they wouldn't shoot him again or harm him just because he's always around Jerry now

I can't take another argument I swear if I do I'm leaving this damn country and taking Jerry and never coming back

I'll stay single I got changed seeing Jerry in bed with Zion hugging him tight if only they slept more together

I'll stay single I got changed seeing Jerry in bed with Zion hugging him tight if only they slept more together

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I left going to the cemetery and heading to my mothers grave I held the flowers looking at her gravestone

In loving memory of Maribel Madrigal Cassietta mother of five and wife of Reece Cassietta may you be missed by all

Rest in peace I placed down the lilies by her stone and traced my hand over her name smiling "I love you" I said quietly

I felt my phone vibrate I took it out seeing Zions ID pop up I sighed getting up and walking away to the tree and answering the call

"Where are you?" He asked
I looked at the gravestone and smiled "visiting someone" I said

"Who! Where!" He demanded sounding furious
"I'm pretty sure you can't go actually you can't" I said

"I can go to anywhere I can" he said
"Well not this place" I said
"Bellissima!"

"Zion I won't be long I'll be back soon calm down" I said sighing
"Are you meeting a guy?" He asked calmer

"You've got to be kidding me" I said furious hanging up I tightened my fists leaving and driving back to the mansion parking seeing him run out the mansion

Looking mad as soon as his eyes laid on me he ran and hugged me instead of yelling which shocked me

"Don't scare me again" he said by my ear
"Did you meet a guy?" He asked again "What the fuck does that have to do with you! I'm not with you so it's none of your business" I said nudging past him going inside

I went up to my room hearing him follow I went inside and so did he locking the door I turned around

"Unlock my door!" I demanded "not until you tell me because it is my business! I don't want to be in an unrequited love with you" he said

"Then don't" I said "don't be in love because I can't love someone if I don't even like them" I said

I could see the pain in his eyes he came towards me taking my hands "push me hurt me all you want but I will always be by you whether you love me or not but you cannot tell me to stop loving you because I can't

I can't stop loving you I would rather die than stop loving you" I shook my hands away "Zion just leave" I said tightening my fists

"No" he said
"Zion please"
"No"

"Zion I'm not asking now I'm ordering you!" I yelled "mummy?" I looked at the door hearing Jerry call out sounding upset

I groaned going to the door and opening it seeing him "mummy what's wrong?" He asked
"Nothing sweetheart just me and daddy talking" he nodded

"Are you sad with daddy?" He asked
"No, we're just talking" I said
"I've got to go" Zion said leaving

I saw him leave and I took Jerry in closing the door "Jerry, tomorrow me and you are going on a little holiday"

He smiled "with daddy?" He asked I sighed shaking my head "why?" He asked "daddy...has work" I said smiling

He nodded I opened the door "this is a secret okay don't tell anyone or I'll leave the puppy here" I said and he nodded leaving

8:45pm

I sat at the bar drinking my water fucking hell I wish I could get drunk a guy sat beside me and began talking to me

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I sat at the bar drinking my water fucking hell I wish I could get drunk a guy sat beside me and began talking to me

He seemed a bit drunk and flirty but I didn't care I wanted to get Zion off my mind we haven't spoke since the argument in the morning

I turned to face the crowd of people dancing then saw my phone vibrate seeing Zion calling I groaned turning my phone upside down

"What's wrong?" The guy asked I turned around and his lips were pressed against mine I removed my lips

"Oh I'm sorry...you're taken aren't you?" He said embarrassed "oh um no it was just unexpected" I said slightly smiling

"You're not taken?" He asked smiling I shook my head "so what's the problem then?" He asked pulling me in by my stool

"Oh, this guy well my child's father he's so in love with me but I'm not in love with him and we had this fight and he said he won't stop loving me even if I don't like it"

The man smiled "Mh loyal he is, why don't you love him back?" He asked "I don't know, like he's always there and does good things but also bad things but the first moment I met him I didn't like him

And then we had this massive argument fight whatever and he completely broke me we went months without talking while I was pregnant and then he kept coming back to me even after being married

and well he's divorced but he just won't let me go"

The man smiled "so you really don't want to be with him?" I nodded and he kissed me "I guess you wouldn't mind if I kissed you then right?" He asked removing his lips

I grabbed his neck gently and kissed him back "kiss me" I said and he bit my lip throwing his tongue inside

We began kissing he took me off the stool and took me into one of the dance rooms placing me on his lap

I kissed him as he lifted his head letting me access to his neck while grinding on him he grabbed my chin lifting my head and slammed his lips on mine

Kissing me aggressively roaming his hands on my body making me moan as he began to kiss my neck I dug my nails into his shoulders

Removing his shirt and leather jacket onto the ground I began roaming my hands up his chest as he kissed and sucked my neck and collarbone

Moaning I began kissing his chest and grind on him

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