our love..

friends = family

Y/n pov.

Did he just say, he loves me?

I'm just absorbing, all this., he loves me,
He loves me.
He loves ME.

But, why.

Why does he love me?
What I did.
What, I made him, feel like?

I never, show anything.
Yes, that thing is different, I kiss him.
For once or twice.
But, the main question is,
Do I love him?

I do. Do I?
I said I feel scared.
Of this, feeling.

" come on, y/n, we don't have time, we're already back, from them " Namjoon screamed.

Which led me back, to reality.

I run up to him.
And start walking with him.

He holds my hands.
I didn't say a word.

I'm just looking at hands.
I remind first time, I hold his hand.
At conferences.
I smiled.

Namjoon..
Namjoon..
Namjoon..

Just his name, my mind and heart repeating.
Isn't it, beautiful what his name is...

~

" firework, we will start in 15 minutes " Mr. Choi. Announced.
" you all did it, great job, and I'm happy that everyone, safely climb the mountain. After the firework, my duties are over, you guys can take a ropeway to go down. And please corporate with the ropeway staff, just like you guys did with me. Thank you, everyone "
Mr. Choi completes himself.
And everyone chorused thank you, for his hard work.

And fireworks beings.

~

" beautiful " I mumbled by seeing them.
" yeah,  " Namjoon replied.

~

Fireworks done.
We all sit around, the fireplace.

I'm looking at fire flames.
They are so satisfying.

"Okay, guys, I have to make an announcement "Sana gain my attention.

I look at her.

She is looking at me.

' what ' I mouthed

" so, me and Min, shifting to the US," she said.
I look at her.
Then min, then again at her.

"Why, so sudden " I questioned.

"Min, had an offer, and we accept it " she informed.

I'm happy, for them, yeah, truly, I'm happy from, they achieving something big, in their life.

" oh my God, Sana " I screamed and hugged her.

" I'm so happy for you, " I said while breaking a hug.

"Min, congratulations bro.." I remark.

" thanks y/n," Min said.

"But, why do you guys seem, so dull for this, I need a party for this, when you said, you had an announcement, I thought, I gonna become an aunt, but this is also huge. I'm so happy " I said.

"But, I'm leaving you," Sana said.

" hey, what in that, " I said.
" you said, we're your small family, here. But we have to go, leaving you here. I don't feel good, about that " she said.

" you're my family, and always will be, but you guys have to go for this, min oppa, doing so much hard work. You have to go guys" I said, but deep down, I know, I don't gonna, feel the same, I'm gonna miss her.
Very badly.

" y/n," Sana said.
I hugged her.

" you have to go," I said.
She hummed.

" I gonna miss you," she said.
" me too " I replied.

Sana is like my short-time, close friend, I don't feel like, I meet her just a few months ago. I felt like an instant, family with her. She like my elder sister, is what I needed in this new city.

You know something, you know, this is the right person, for you, I felt this for Sana, she is like used to everything to me when I was sad or happy, we used to be together, after one year, I felt like family, here. But now it's time to say bye, to them.
Min and Sana, are good friends, maybe more than that.

"Okay, I need a party " I screamed, letting go of my thoughts.

" of course, food animal " Min said, and we all chuckled.

" hey, Sana, you have to come to my wedding, okay," Kiya said.

" yeah, sure, we will join, after all, I want to see the Indian wedding, I heard, they were huge " Sana exclaimed.

" I heard that too, you Indian people spent too much, on the wedding," Min said.

" yeah, we do "Kiya grins.

I laughed at her.

~

We all waiting for the rope cart.

I aiming the almost night sky.

"Are you okay " I heard a voice.
I turn around.

" yeah," I replied.

"Sorry, I didn't tell you about Sana" Namjoon said.

" you knew, that " I questioned.

" yeah, she told me, a month ago," he said.

" wow," I reacted to it.

" she said, she will inform you," he said.
And I just nodded.

Namjoon said this, and I thought, he is going back into the queue.

But, I felt his arm, around me.
I questioned myself, for a second.
Until he spoke up.
In my ears.

" y/n, I will be here, for you," he said.

" I'm gonna, miss her," I said and now no longer, I can hold my tears.

I turn around and burst out.

~

Namjoon pov.

I know, Sana, is so an important person to her.
And I know, she is very, sensitive to this type of terms.

I just want, to assure her, and that I'm here for her.

And, I'm right.
She needs this.
She cries for a good minute.

" I'm sorry," she said.

" it's fine " I assured her.

" don't tell this to Sana," she said.
I hummed.

~

We back to the hotel.
Tomorrow, we're going to Seoul.
End of vacation.

Sana and Min, are going to the US, this Sunday.

Y/n, going through, a lot in this week.
I look at her sleeping figure, through the window.
Where, she was sitting, after meeting Jade.

I talk with Jade, too.
He is not that bad.

But as, say I don't feel, on good terms, with him.
He was quite, a self-stated man, I feel jealous when I heard that, y/n, has a crush on him.
But now, it's not like that, she like me.
Probably, she doesn't confess, but I can tell.
I hope, my girl, understand that quickly.

You guys must wonder what happens to me.
I don't know even, but I can tell, in these few months, I lost many things, which is too precious for me.

But, I found someone, who makes me feel precious to her.
Y/n, now and then, make me feel, love to myself.
Which I was never able to understand in a true sense.
But, when I see her.
Her little efforts, to make me feel good, to be me.
Her learning Korean food, or making a healthy diet for me, to help in the inspiration of music, her talks, sometimes make, me feel like, damn why don't I thought like that way.
And she always tries to me make, less use of b words, which is quite, useless.
Her little things, make me fall for her.
Effortlessly, maybe this is what, I'm finding in my life.

I smiled by looking at her.