Never Let Me Go ( a girl meets world fanfic )

Chapter 20 : Joshaya Kiss

Maya's POV

I throw my phone to the floor

what is wrong with me, why would he suddenly change his mind,

was I too upfront?

"Maya honey" my mom calls me from down the corridor,

ugh,

she can't see me like this, I roll over and look in the mirror next to my bed,

my mascara has run, and all my makeup has washed off, my eyes are dopey and willing to shut.

"Maya!" she calls again,

I groan and rub at my face, "coming" I yell,

what could she possible want?

I rub my eyes and wander blindly down the hall, my head is heavy, and all I can think about is going back to bed, I don't know how I can show my face at school on Monday.

"Mom?" I mumble, I open the door to the living room and am struck by bright lights, I definitely much prefer the darkness of my room.

But it's not just my mom there are two people standing in the living room, at the door. I squint my eyes, rubbing them again, my mom beams at me and walks out.

"Hi clutterbucket" somebody says softly which I make out to be the voice of Lucas, I groan no way, I am not in the mood for him.

"hey Maya" another voice says, finally my eyes have focussed, and standing before me are Josh and Lucas.

I smile weakly, "uh hi" I mumble.

Then it hits me,

two guys are in my house staring right at me,

and I look like a wreck,

no makeup with my mascara run.

"oh shit" I mutter,

"what?" Lucas says,

I turn around slowly and drop onto the coach,

"make yourself at home" I mumble, I give up they've already seen me,

atleast now that they've seen how ugly I am they will leave, I won't have to try.

Josh comes over and sits down next to me,

usually I would be smiling like crazy, but I completely give up what's the use,

"hi" he says softly,