A Book Of My OC's

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We got some trigger warnings!
1: Heavily implied mentions of SA/R@P3
2: Implied Murder
3: Gore warning (Maybe. I ain't too sure)

If these trigger ya, I strongly suggest that you skip past the chapter! Stay safe out there.

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Bamshee's POV

My eyes snap open, my body aches, everything hurts, my breathing is heavy and shaky. It was dark, so so dark. I can only see tiny lights that hung over me. My body is trembling, where am I? I struggle to walk forward, but I did so. Curiosity kills me, is anyone here? Am I alone? Is this just a dream? What's going on? My eyes adjusted to the dark, I see a figure Infront of me, I couldn't make out what or who it could be. It was tall. I continue to walk forward, my body aching with every step I take. My breath gets heavier, why do I feel so nervous? What's wrong with me?

Then I saw who that figure was...
I saw him.
No he CAN'T be back!
He can't, it's not true! It's not true!

"...Taybi..." I mutter out. A horrible feeling shot through my entire body. Why is he here? Was he really dead? But I thought-

"Oh hello." He replies, how can he be so casual about this?
"You're- but you...no.." My body trembles, I can barely speak. "Bamshee, of all times, you are choosing to be scared?" He spat out, "I'm not scared..I'm not." I say, trying to keep my voice as straight and calm. Don't let the enemy see fear.  "Your tone, your body is trembling, you can't even speak." He says, that smug asshole is smirking. My eyes well up with tears. I'm completely terrified, I'm facing the man who caused me so much pain, fear, and just...God I really am scared.

"Well, sit down. Maybe we can..talk.." Taybi's voice breaks me out of my thoughts. I see a light flash, I look above myself. Lights hang above me. I see a table and a chair. Now I'm sitting across from Taybi. I mess with my hands nervously. "So.." I look at him, cocking an eyebrow, "What? What do you want?" I reply sharply, "Any questions? I know you must have a lot.." He lowers his face, that same old smug tone in his voice, his smirk was still there.

God I just wanted to rip the skin off his face. I wanted to rip that smirk off his damn face. His smirk makes me feel so uncomfortable, stop giving me that look.

"..why?"
"Why what, Dear?"
"Don't call me that.."
"Oh, fine Fine."

"So..why? Why did you do all of this?" I ask, he snickered, and that snickered became manic-like laughter. I stood up and slam my fists against that table, my blood is boiling. "I SAID ANSWER ME YOU BITCH!" I yell, he looks at me and took a deep breath, getting himself to stop laughing. "You know why." His words rang through my mind. I knew just a bit of what he did, but not everything. I didn't know everything.

"Why did you cause so much..pain?" I ask, finally sitting down. "Bamshee, I did it for my own satisfaction. I did it because I was bored." He replied, I feel tears run down my face. I laugh miserably, it was a weak laugh too. "Bored? Satisfaction? Fun? You're sick, you're a sick bastard, you're fucking messed up." I said, he snickered again. "Trust me, I knew that. Bamshee, I don't really care, you told me how fucked up I was, you told me so many times, but funny thing is...I don't really regret what I did.." Taybi told me. "...There really was no stopping what you did, huh?" I said, all I get is a nod from him. "You killed me, but that doesn't mean you can just undo what I've done." I stay quiet, "What's done is done, you can't undo that damage I caused, you know.." Taybi smirks at me again. I weakly laugh. "I know, I can't undo anything you did! No one can reverse what they did! I know damn well that you would do it all again if you were alive." I remarked. "Deary, wanna know something?" I shiver at that pet name. I was a teenager and he was an adult, gross..

"What Taybi? And I told you to stop with the damn pet names." I said, Taybi shook his head, "I did more than just rape them." He said, still smirking, "W..W-what?" I stammered. My mind was thinking of terrible things. Torture? Murder? Dear God..

"What's wrong Bamshee are you finally realizing what I've done?" Taybi smirked at me. "No..no.." My breath gets shaky and heavy again. "I basically tortured them, I raped them repeatedly, I killed them too. I wanted to see them suffer. I did it all without a regret. I feel no remorse." Taybi says. I feel more tears run down my face, I'm sobbing uncontrollably, like a baby.

"I went after Sophia, and she was a child, 6 years old to be exact, I went after so many people. With that little girl Sophia, I practically shattered her legs, you saw those prosthetics." Taybi was cackling now. "I tortured people for days." He said in between laughter. "Oh I wish I could've done it too you.." Taybi said.

This isn't real.
This can't be real.
Nothing is real.
He isn't real..right? I have just been delusional..

No no, he's real.
I'm going crazy, aren't I?
Ha..I can feel my sanity draining every day.
All of this pain was all real.

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"Bamshee! Hey, wake up!" I see my sister Sunny, and my cousin Max. I got up, though I was still sitting on my bed. "W...What's happening?" I ask, "You were crying a lot, talking in your sleep." Max said, yawning. "We were worried..." Sunny says, wrapping her arms around me, embracing me. I feel all that fear wash away. "Is it him again?" Max asks, I nodded. "Hey, it'll be okay, we're here for you, always." Sunny whispered, "Promise?" "Of course! We're your family!" Max said, giving a tired smile. I smiled, it was all gonna be okay. It's all gonna be okay, everything is okay. It's okay. He would be okay.

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