GAP 2: ROAD TO FOREVER

CHAPTER 49 : FIRST ENCOUNTER

(She then gave me a bright smile. i missed your smile Mon! I just wished that u would have smiled for me for a different reason)

M: it's alright! It's no use getting angry over something i can't remember anyway :) so let's consider the past as if it never happened and start over.

Ur forgiven! Now we can be friends right?

S: is this how ur gonna punish me Mon?
Forget the past?
Start over?
Be friends?
Are u seriously asking me to accept that Mon?
Do u even know what you're asking me to do?

M: I don't get it. Why not?
Don't you want a do over?
Did u prefer us remaining as enemies?
I don't understand?
Didn't u want to be forgiven?
Isn't that why you apologized?

S: Have u seriously forgotten about me Mon?
Was I that easy to forget?

M: i'm sorry did i get it wrong?
I don't understand.
Who are you?
Were we not enemies?
Then were we friends?

I'm sorry i didn't mean to forget you.
I've forgotten everybody so it's not really just you.
please don't take it the wrong way
It's not by choice so don't take it personally.

If you could introduce yourself though i'm sure i'll remember someday
(she offered me another smile. This was definitely Mon!
Her kindness...Her pureness was still the same.
Even though she was confused, she still thought of me first. Still tried to comfort and reassure me.
This is why you're the best Mon!)

(It dawned on me that Mon wasn't playing.
I couldn't deny it anymore that my worst nightmare has come to life!
Mon really forgot about me.

I slumped down the floor and cried my heart out! No!!! Anything but this pls!
I seriously had enough!
I just want to be happy!
I just want my MonMon back! Just why are u doing this to me?!
Just what did i do?!
Why does this world hate me so much?
Why was I too late?!)

Mon saw me crying and panicked! She then immediately came to comfort me.
She kneeled down and softly tapped my back rather awkwardly.

I was devastated but feeling Mon beside me...breathing in her scent was enough to calm me down!

This is it.
This was what I have been looking for!
I missed u Mon!
U have no idea how much i've missed you!

I couldn't help it so I clung to her and sobbed. I cried with everything I was feeling.
I felt so drained!
I was devastated!
I've had enough!
I have been crying nonstop for days on end!
I made the hardest decision in my life to follow you!
I left everything behind Mon!
I haven't eaten for days!
I havent't slept!
I have travelled for 16 hrs to get here!
I am so tired!
Can't u just say that u missed me?
Can't you just tell me you love me?
I just needed u back Mon!

Can u please just tell me that this was all a joke and go back to be with me?
I can't leave u again MonMon!
I refuse to lose you again!

Mon continued to awkwardly pat my back.
She felt pity for me.
I know that was all that she had felt for me.
I couldn't feel an ounce of love from the way she touched me

This was the worst feeling in the world.
To be so close to someone and know that the distance is untouchable.
She was doing her best to comfort me and I did all that I could to not let her go!

U can call me selfish but I don't want to let go!
I'm scared that if I do i'll lose you forever!

I don't believe u won't remember me Mon!

If u can't remember, then i'll force u to remember!

U may have forgotten about us but I certainly have not!

I won't ever let u go again!

In between my hiccups and my chokes i managed to speak

S: u pro--mis--ed me.
U promised me--- u would---always come back---to me ah haa how could u have for---got---ten me MonMon?
I've wai---ted sooo long for u to wake up...I...I missed u so much!

(I hugged her even tighter!
I was so afraid of letting her go! I cannot accept that she had forgotten about me... About us.

Was our love so easily forgotten Mon?
Even if ur brain had forgotten shouldn't ur heart still remember me?
Remember us?
Please remember me Mon!)

In my despair I didn't even notice that Mon was startled.

She was mumbling something to herself that I couldn't hear and then suddenly held her head.

Apparently it was getting worse because she rushed to push me away and went to press the emergency button.
She then tried to steady herself all the while still mumbling until she slumped by her bedside.

I was struck still for a moment

What was happening?

S: Mon! Mon are u ok?
M: (she then pushed me back Again)
M: You... Just who are u?
Tell me how do u know me?
(She then began hitting her head at the bedside table and kept repeating painful... Painful! Over and over!

I didn't know what to do so I did the only thing I knew I could.
I shielded her head with my arm and hugged her from behind.

I then began to whisper

S: MonMon it's ok. Everything's ok. I'm here! I won't leave u again. Shhhhhhh it's ok it's ok

(all the while I was ignoring the pain in my arm as she was still constantly trying to bang her head. I took the brunt of it and I saw my arm bleeding.
It's ok that's fine Mon. I'd rather get hurt than to see you in pain.
What's happening MonMon? You were fine a couple of moments ago. U were already smiling! U were great. So why now? Weren't u already doing better?)

Soon the nurses came in and they were surprised at what they saw!

They immediately took Mon away from me and tried to calm her down.

Doctor: Mon... Shhhhh shhhh it's ok it's ok! Where does it hurt?

(She then looked at a nurse and ordered urgently)
Doctor: Hurry get me a shot of Benzodiazepines.
She's having a panic attack!

And just like that It was chaos all over again!

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Hi guys how is everybody?

Did anybody secure fanboom in manila tix?

Sad i wasn't able to secure mvp sigh today is soooo draining!

I managed to grab a patron ticket through my friend. If u guys are coming see u then 😉

how was this chapter?

If u were Sam would u have reacted differently?

Ughhh so painful loving someone who failed to remember you tsk tsk

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