The Secret Slytherin Queen

24- She Devil Exposed

Dani was in the hands of the devil himself. Mattheo Riddle. He might look like a average simple man but only a fool would fail to see he was more of a snake than his father. She was taken by his beautiful face and dark features; but the darkness only grew with every passing moment. He had set a Dani's darkness in motion. Damage irreversible.

Dani's POV

I opened my eyes. Fuck my head hurt. It was the first of December today. This week professor McGonagall takes names of students staying over Christmas holidays. I know I wasn't one of them. My mother was strict on family holidays. The Silverclaws annual holiday ball, right before Yule Ball. I hadn't ever been to family ball because I was always in the states. My mom would visit me on holidays, but apparently it was a big deal to the Silverclaw clan.

I informed my mother that I wasn't missing out on Yule ball! She had no objects as long as I attended our ball and meet all the family members as well as friends. She had friends in high positions and well.... my mother was a freak about society. Thankfully I had about two weeks before break.

The strange thing was I hadn't had another vision after the third pill Snape gave me. It was strange. I hadn't had an episode for a while. I wasn't complaining but it seemed I only had gotten a glimpse of the truth about my father, and what conspired. I was basically attached to a stranger. Well my uncle to be exact. Who according to Riddle he would end me if the truth got out. All I could do was wait to discuss with my mother. Since Snape wasn't very talkative and well Riddle was legit speaking in riddles and sexual favors.

I wasn't complaining it was good. Although I felt shameful at times about our whole agreement. I needed to know about my family. About myself, my purpose. I was a death eater, a fatherless child, a bad friend, a bad girlfriend and well Riddles sex toy. It was far too much for me to comprehend.

Riddle breathed heavily next to me. The memories for the party started flooding my head. The cringe of the moments made me scrunch my nose upwards in disgust at myself. Why did I kiss Blaise and Pansy?

So Gross.
Embarrassing.
I'm such an embarrassment.
Slut.
Whore.
Everyone will be judging you.
You fucked up.
Everyone will see you as problematic.
Such a messed up girl.
Your mother will find out what an embarrassment you are.
Ugly.
Slut.
Backstabber.
Cheater.

My anxiety made my thoughts worse. Why was I such a fuck up? Really? I was spiraling. I got up slowly trying not to make noise. I washed my face and got dressed in my usual uniform. I added my pendant I hadn't worn in weeks. The diamond dangles on a delicate chain on my neck. I grabbed the door knob to leave my room I needed air. I needed to smoke, walk or even scream. I needed something to help me let go of it all.

"Sneaking out on me so soon?" Riddles sleepy voice made my heart melt but I also felt alert, like my every move was being watched. I turned to look at him. Wow I was so embarrassed. Yesterday he was railing me in the closet, then saw me make out with two of my friends and later carried me to my room. Oh and Snape caught us in the hallway.... So cringe.

I was such a train wreck.  "You really are." He said still in bed. I rolled my eyes. Again in my head? I said in my head. "Always. Your thoughts are too loud." He rolled in bed.

I went to my bed and pulled the covers off him. "Stop invading my head!" I stomped my foot. This shit had to stop! It was too much. He chuckled. "But it's so fun in there. Especially when you think of me." He tapped my forehead. A smirk started growing on my face. I purposely thought of Nott naked when we hooked up. He pushed me off the bed. "Cruel little girl." He muttered and got up annoyed.