✨MY BILLIONAIRE TWINS ✨|| JIKOOK

39. (M) 🔞

GUK POV

It's been two hours since
he left my room.

I've been lying in bed, staring
at the ceiling.

Talking to Jimin made me see things differently for the first time.

After all of the expensive
shrinks and counseling,
nobody has hit the nail on the head quite as well as he did.

Maybe it's because he knows
me better than a bunch of strangers who were getting
paid to diagnose my issues.

Or maybe he's just amazing in every way. That could be it.

Whatever the case, it's like
a fog has been lifted from my brain.

Living like this, moping
around and blaming myself, hating myself is not what Tae would have wanted.

I know in my heart that's true.

And my brain is finally starting
to come around to the idea.

I need to tell Jimin.

I need to thank him.

I'm up and out of my room before I can talk myself out
of it and it's not until I've knocked on his bedroom door that I realize I'm still in my pajamas.

So, that's a fail.

Probably would have been a
good idea to put on some real clothes before venturing
outside of my room.

But it's the thought that
counts, right? Maybe?

He answers the door with a mixture of surprise and confusion.

"Hey, Guk... what's up?"

"I wanted to say thank you
and that you're right."

"Absolutely right about
all of it. And..."

My voice trails off as I try to come up with the right words
to express my gratitude.

He's helped me take a huge weight off my shoulders and there's nothing that can adequately describe how
I'm feeling right now.

So I kiss him.

His eyes go wide as our lips
meet but it only takes a
second for him to melt against my body, so perfectly that
it's like he was made for me.

I break away from the kiss to pull him closer to me
and I bury my face in his hair, kissing his neck and inhaling
the sweet scent of his honey shampoo.

"I'm so sorry." I murmur between the trail of kisses
that's leading me back around
to his lips.

"I was acting like an idiot
and I don't even know why
you wanted to help me, but
I'm so, so glad you did."

"It's okay." he says, pulling
me into his bedroom and
closing the door behind us.

"It's all okay now, Gukie."

I nod.

I believe him, I want that to
be true.

I want it to be okay.

"I've missed you." I say,
meaning it.

"There have been so many
times I wanted to come to
your door and see you, talk to you, just be near you." I sigh.

"But you know..."

"Yeah." He smiles sweetly
and reaches for me, letting
his fingers play along the
hem of my t-shirt.

"I know but we don't have
to talk about that now."

"The important thing is that you're feeling better and
thinking clearly and that
you're here with me now."