Chapter 41 - "Ugh what do i do"

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"I'll..." I sigh
"so what now?" Grace asks
"You guys can go... I'll have some time alone, I'll inform you if anything happens" I say
They walk away.

Now it's just me and my thoughts right now,
𝘞𝘩𝘺 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘰 𝘢𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘦𝘳?
𝘞𝘩𝘺 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘩𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘪𝘵 𝘤𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦'𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘓𝘦𝘹𝘪?
𝘋𝘰𝘦𝘴 𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘳?
𝘐𝘴 𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦?
𝗜 𝘀𝗵𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗮𝘄𝗮𝘆 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝗵𝗶𝗺.

I pack up my things and leave the library, I see Dylan and Lexi talking with each other in a corner, 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘵.... 𝘐 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘤𝘳𝘺 𝘴𝘰 𝘣𝘢𝘥 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘸.. 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘐 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘦𝘹𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘩𝘪𝘮...

I go rush to the washroom and lock the door, I cover my face while crying, I don't even know why I'm crying.. I don't even know what hurt me the most, I hate that I'm still loving him, I should be hating him, 𝘐'𝘮 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘶𝘱.

I go quickly wash my face, I want to 𝗮𝗰𝘁 like whatever happened, it didn't bother me at all. I get out of the washroom. I flinch when I see Dylan leaning against the wall, I just ignore him and keep walking.

"What do I don't do for you Daisy?" he says from the back
𝘐'𝘮 𝘤𝘶𝘳𝘪𝘰𝘶𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘣𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵...
i turn around and ask "What do you mean?"
He sighs
"Make things clear Dylan."
"I went after her because of you" he takes a step closer
"Seriously? get better excuses" I cross my arms
"If she was really gonna leave this school or whatever, then don't you think Hannah would've questioned you? And if Hannah would've asked Lexi why she left then I'm pretty sure Lexi would say anything just to make you look wrong" He takes one more step closer
𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘧 𝘐 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘷𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘰𝘳 𝘯𝘰𝘵...
"Dylan i-"
"shhh, I'm sorry if I made you sad, I'm aware I was wrong, but at that moment I didn't know what to do" he says before I could complete what I was saying

He takes a step closer and come near me, he softly whispers
"I have something for you"
"What" I say so softly that he could barely even hear it
He takes something out of his pocket and hands it to me.

It's a matching bracelet, 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙥𝙡𝙚𝙨.
"for us?" I say looking at it
"for who else silly?" he says
"I love it" I smile, 𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘥𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘦, 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘤𝘳𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘦𝘸 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘶𝘵𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘨𝘰
"Thank you for smiling, it made my day" He pats me
"I have a class now, I'll see you later Daisy" He walks away.

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