safe word

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continuously drugged
pushed down the well
now i am drowning
you are my personal hell

why'd you come out here?
just to laugh at me?
it's a mistake
but you are my nicotine

lovely as ever
i wanna kiss you
once i get out of this water

never learned how to swim
but i'll try and survive just for you
don't care how many times you push and pull me
i've become your slave
as soon as you branded me

with your honeyed words
and hazelnut eyes
perfectly planned lies
heart-aching smile

i'm a fool for you

so tie me up
come on and choke me
don't be shy now
i know it makes you happy
my cries are music to your ears
you say my tears make me look lovely

heard i would hurt
if i stayed with you but
honestly wouldn't even mind
dying for you

this love is a curse
and it's toxic indeed
but baby, your love is all i need

so love me
come on and beat me to death
i want your marks on my neck
the size of your fingers, so perfect

don't hold back
please don't hold back

you are a killer
and i am a keeper
so take me to dinner
with your family and friends
we'll all look good together
in the body bags that i've prepared

because the moment you saw me
in that long, red dress, honey

we both knew this was gonna be a wonderful mess

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