my grandparents always told me
not to let anyone touch me
my body was sacred, immaculate
i was to be untouchable for i was precious
but i didn't listen to them
and now my body's been touched
and ruined, skin's melted
by a hundred thousand men
i'm imperfect, ugly, beautiful mistake
and you think my skin is soft and pretty
unknowingly of the handprints left on me
by ghosts and demons who violated me
i let them in, night and night again
wishing it would be different
but it was always the same
i should've listened to my grandparents
now, i'm a slut, i'm dirty, disgusting
and no one wants to fucking touch me
but if they do, i'm just a hole
they use to fill the voids inside them
to fuck the girls they love through me
