Chapter 10

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Manik's pov

"I want you Manik, please jsut hold me. I am lost. I don't know what im doing. I havent' slept in a whole month, I need you to hold me please Manik. Yell at me but please jsut hold me" she sobbed

I knew she wanted me, hell I hadn't slept either

I pulled her onto me, she hid her face in my neck as I held her close to me, I pulled the blankets over us too.

She laid on me and I felt complete I felt like I had the world and I did, I had my world in my arms.

"It's okay" I cooed kissing her head

"I can't do this Manik" she sobbed

"Yes you can, and you will because you are my nandini, you are misha strong mom"

"I am trying, I feel exhausted"

"Im right here, you are okay. Ill make everything okay" i rubbed her back gently drawing soothing circles on her back

She lifted her head up to look at me, tears covering her cheeks, I wiped her face leaning in to kiss her eyes followed by her cheeks

"You are so strong princess, you are so strong"

"You won't leave me na" she asked with that same fear that misha had a month back

"Never, I ross my heart princess, I won't. I need you to be very very honest with me, share things with me talk to me"

She nodded

"Nandini for misha's sake we have to"

"No not jsut for misha, I want you manik. I feel calm and collective with you. I feel like I can breath fresh air again. i want you for myself and misha, can you give me that" she asked

"You have all of me nandini its just a matter of time and a few conversations"

"I have you" she asked tilting her head like our daughter

"You have me, all of me"

A smile tugged at her lips, I moved my hand to her hair tugging it behind her ear, my hand went to the back of her neck pulling her closer, I placed my lips on her forehead, letting my lips linger longer

her head laid on my chest, my arms on her back caressing softy. i kept kissing her head as she fell a sleep slowly in my arms for a second time.

An hour later she stirred on my chest making me look down caressing her hair. She held onto my t shirt gripping tight as she work up

"Good evening princess" I whispered kissing her head

"Hiii" she whispered giggling when I kissed her cheek

"Happy" I asked

"Very" she said

"Umm manik"

I hmmed kissing her head again

"Thank you for not giving up on me, and for being understanding even though I insinuated you only wanted me for sex which I know I was wrong for"

"Yes yes you were princess, it hurt me a lot that you thought I wanted you for sex but I swear that wasn't my intension"

"I know it wasn't, it was my fault for judging" she admits

"Its behind us, lets move on" I say

she nodded resting her forehead against my lips holding my face in her tiny hands.

"My life is beyond messed up, it has been and always will be and I know bringing you in my life can be dangerous or have consequences but Manik I don't want to live without you" she told me

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