𝐅𝐀𝐊𝐄 - 𝐉𝐀𝐂𝐊 𝐆𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐊𝐘

twenty one

We entered his house and he shut the door.

I immediately walked up to him and jumped into him arms.

I interlocked my lips with his as he walked up the stairs with me still in his arms.

He slammed his bedroom door open and pushed me up against the wall.

He began leaving light kisses on my neck which lead down to my collarbones.

His lips were softer than I had remebered.

I craved it even more.

"J-Jack"

"Shh" He whispered against my skin.

Jack looked into my eyes and I could see his fill with lust and I wanted it.

I wanted him to take all of me.

He layed me on the bed and hovered over me.

Honestly I don't know what had taken over me but at this moment I didn't care.

- p -

Taylor buttoned his pants before putting his t-shirt back on.

I sat up with the bed sheet wrapped around me, I giggled as I looked up at Taylor.

"Babe when are you going to end it with Jack, he's such a fucking dipshit" Taylor laughed slipping on his shoes.

"Soon baby" I laughed along.

"Like he's just so boring now and all he does is whine and whine and ugh, you know what I think he's better of with that slut Lana" I roll my eyes.

"Yo wait, you talking bout Lana Williamson?"

"Duh"

"Man I would tap that hot piece of meat anyday" He laughs to himself.

"Excuse me?"

"What?"

"Seriously what? You jealous or some shit? Aha Paige, we, as in you and me, are nothing" He laughs before grabbing his bag and leaving.

I sat there with my jaw dropped.

THAT FUCKING BITCH IS GOING TO GET EVERY SINGLE SHITTY THING THAT HITS HER.

- l -

I wake up the next morning and find myself in a bed more familiar that I would have thought,

and it wasn't Camerons.

It was Jacks, sweet sweet Jack.

I rolled over to see the face that I had desired for so long.

I stared and looked at him.

How he breathed so peacefully and how his mouth slightly hung open.

His eyes fluttered open and there we were, staring right into eachothers eyes.

Deja vu huh?

I cupped his cheeks with my hands and kissed him with a sweet kiss.

He wrapped his arms around my waist pulling me closer.

I rested my head onto his shoulder feeling the warmth of him consume me.

I could lightly feel his heartbeat, it was slow and steady as if he felt comfortable and okay.

It was peaceful and quiet until the buzzing of my phone interuppted it.

I untangle myself from Jack and reach out for my phone.

"Hello?"

"Hey, it's Cameron"

I choke on air and immediately sit up.

"Cameron! Hey, hi, how ya going?" I cough.

"Listen we need to talk"

"Yeah sure, do you wanna mee-"

"Just come to the park, now"

I was speechless at his persistence. He obviously needed to talk about something important if he was this forward about talking with me.

I stood up and put on my clothes from yesterday.

Before I could walk out, a pair of strong arms spin me around.

Suddenly Jacks lips are on mine.

I laugh pushing him off. I instantly remember Cameron.

I take a deep breath before walking out the door and towards the park.

- c -

I saw her.

I saw her go home with him.

And here I am around the corner from him house.

I need to know if it was her.

I hear a door open and I look in the direction.

There.

There she was.

Why Lana.

Why.

I walked to my car and got in.

I immediately punched the steering wheel.

"Fuck!" I yell, throwing my head back and squeezing my eyes shut, hoping for it to be just a dream.

I run my fingers through my hair and start the car.

I drive to the park and see her sitting there.

She sees me and stands up.

"Hey ba-"

I push her away.

"Don't"

"Cameron, what's wrong?"

"You. You're what's wrong Lana!"

"I-I don't understand. What are you talking abou-"

"How could you?"

"How could you do that to me, I'm in love with you and you just destroyed everything"

"Cameron what are you on about?"

"I fucking saw you Lana! I saw you go home with him and I saw you leave his house, I fucking saw!" I yell, tears building up in my eyes.

Her mouth drops and her eyes get watery.

"C-Cameron i'm so sorry I jus-"

"No Lana no, I'm done with your bullshit"

I turn around and walk off wiping a tear.

"Cameron!" She screams out behind me.

"Cameron please!"

I ignore and walk to my car.

I get in and I just break down.

I loved her so much.

So fucking much.