Cottage Chronicles

smile.

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With the curtain of my crescent smile,

I'll hide my heart's window to a cloudy night.

Oh I'd smile a million times again for you,

I won't let my eclipsed sun 

Dull your starry night.

Remember when we were kids of eleven,

And I didn't let a drop rain from the twin clouds,

When you had won and I'd lost?

You knew I wanted to cry that moment,

Not because I lost to you,

But 'cause I'd lost to all those pretenders.

However you also knew, how happy I was,

Because You had won.

And every time I was faking that smile,

I made them believe it was real.

Hadn't I told you,  'When I play a game like that, 

I play it to win'. 

Yet you saw all the craters in it.

So yes, let them ask me,

Why I won't show my 'real' emotions?

Maybe 'cause I can be happy and sad at the same time.

And I chose to be happy for you.

I will choose that a million times over,

Even when it'd hurt twice as much,

Even when stakes are higher, a lot higher,

Than a debate contest in middle school,

I'd still choose to be happy,  for you.

And now that you're a world away from me,

For what seems like a lifetime,

I don't want to smile today, if it's not for you.

I regret every moment I let fly

When you were within my reach.

No, I dont want to smile today, if its not for you.

But happy birthday my love,

I will make you smile today,

Even if its through that glass screen.

But please know, I wouldn't have smiled, 

If it wasn't for you.

I hope in life you touch the sky,

Love what you do and create what you love,

And shine like the fire you will ignite.

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