ɪɴ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ ᴇ-ɢɪʀʟ? Simpbur x fem!reader

.-Awake-.

WILBUR POV: 

It was finally Christmas ugh love spending it on my own, nothing to do, no one to talk too, no presents well for me that i didn't buy for myself when i was drunk and out of it and the only comfort i have is y/n's YouTube videos and whenever i see her face it makes me feel so warm inside and comfort me in a weird way but seeing her face gives me hope that one day i'll be able to call her mine and she'll call me her's all that dreaming makes me realize how sad my life actually is and how much of a love life i don't have and probably will never have unless i grow some balls and talk to Y/n about how i feel and not muck it all up and scare her away or get led on and laughed at again. It was pretty early in the morning and i wanted too see if Y/n was free but i didn't want too ask her directly so i asked the closest person too her 

ANNIE >:( 

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me 

Hey is Y/n free today? 

ANNIE >:(

Eeerrm at like 6 pm yeah why?

me 

thx i was just checking Merry Christmas! 

ANNIE >:(

k ty merry xmas 2 u 2  (thank you merry Christmas to you too) 

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Fuck i really hated her, i now wonder how the fuck i actually fell in love with her, she's so rude and self involved, so shallow and a back stabber probably her and Jared would be a perfect couple 

Well now i knew that she would be free later on and thats good so i can prepare. I started too look around my apartment too find any un opened alcohol that was in date and too my surprise i don't drink that much alcohol i thought i would drink more but seeing as i have a raging red bull addiction and energy drink love i can see why a reason is that it just tastes waaayy better than wine and beer but i can tolerate it and it does taste good and i like it but i'm not addicted (slicey slice bread) like an alcoholic and i guess its a coping mechanism for depression or other shit well everyone had their own reason. 

So i needed too ask Y/n too come over too mine later but before that i needed to clean up my apartment because well it looked like a fuckin mess and if we moved quickly when she got her my room needed too look nice and if she fell asleep while watching a movie of her choice because i'm shit and movie picking and i think that she would be good at it  because she seems like the type of person that would be good at picking movies just a vibe i get from her 

I started sweeping my apartment and found a few bugs, yelled at them, sprayed them and cried then i kept sweeping and then i moved onto my bedroom because it was a fuckin mess and there were so many cans EVERYWHERE so i started cleaning and it took me a decent or so because i took a few 'mini' breaks and i finished at about 3:30 pm so i decided to do some editing and after half an hour i got bored and decided to text Y/n too see if she wanted too come over to cuddle I MEAN MOVIE ha ha to watch a movie totally but i did really want to watch a movie with her because that would be a good first date setting, my apartment together, on a couch, chilling, eating food, movie and alcohol

I waited only a few seconds till Y/n responded and luckily she said YES AHAHAH YES I WAS SO HAPPY 

i jumped around my apartment for a bit and then tried too act professional and at around 6pm y/n turned up i was so fuckin happy we sat down to watch a movie of her choice and after about 40 minutes i could feel a head on my shoulder and it was Y/n? well she was next to me but her head.. on MY SHOULDER she was sound asleep and i had to keep the excitement internal because i didn't want to wake her i never realised how beautiful she was when she slept well because i'm not a stalker ha ha .-. um anyway 

I kind of left her on my shoulder because i wasn't going too wake her she was too peaceful and tired because she was out all day and she has too live with Annie UGH i could never believe what she has to live through EVERY SINGLE DAY it must be hell and i only spent one day with her well barley even a day 

I started to rub her face softly with my finger and whispered how much i loved her and how much i really cared for her and luckily i don't think she heard me so i was very lucky for that and if she did i didn't really care because hopefully she felt the same way and if she did that could mean a lot for us, we could go on so many cute dates, cute date nights, cute movie dates so many cute things we could do with each other and after a bit i fell asleep 

Y/N POV: 

I had the strangest dream, i fell asleep on Wilbur well i'm so happy that didn- 

HOLY FUCKIN BIMBO BOGANS I DID 

I quickly got up from his couch and went to the kitchen..

A/N 

hello Happy new year hope you all are well <3 

we all ave coping mechanisms dw <3 love you all pls eat and drink my discord sever in my bio love you all 

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