𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑭𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒐𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒏 𝑬𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒌𝒊 // 𝑺𝒉𝒂𝒅𝒐𝒘 & 𝑩𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝑭𝑭

𝟐𝟖. 𝑬𝒔𝒄𝒐𝒓𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑫𝒂𝒓𝒌𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔

Don't speak, no, don't try
It's been a secret for the longest time
Don't run (oh), no, don't hide
Been running from it for the longest time

So many mornings, I woke up confused

In my dreams, I do anything I want to you
My emotions are naked, they're taking me out of my mind

Right now, I'm shameless

Screamin' my lungs out for ya
Not afraid to face it
I need you more than I want to
Need you more than I want to
Show me you're shameless
Write it on my neck, why don't ya?
And I won't erase it
I need you more than I want to
I need you more than I want to

No, uh, uh, don't wanna do this now

No, uh, uh, don't wanna do this now
No, uh, uh, don't wanna do this now
No, uh, uh, don't wanna do this now

So we're there, now it's real

Now that you have me, do you want me still?
My kisses are history, they go back a long time, uh
And I'm tired of loving somebody that's not mine, no

So many mornings I woke up confused

In my dreams, I do anything I want to you
My emotions are naked, they're taking me out of my mind (mind)

Right now, I'm shameless

Screamin' my lungs out for ya
Not afraid to face it
I need you more than I want to
Need you more than I want to
Show me you're shameless
Write it on my neck, why don't ya?
And I won't erase it
I need you more than I want to
I need you more than I want to

No, uh, uh, don't wanna do this now

No, uh, uh, don't wanna do this now
No, uh, uh, don't wanna do this now
No, uh, uh, don't wanna do this now

There's just inches in between us

I want you to give in, I want you to give in, oh
There is tension in between us
I just wanna give in
And I don't care if I'm forgiven

It's dark. Shadows everywhere in the middle of nowhere. An empty field filled with ashes and fire raging, burning down the trees. Burning down everything to the ground. Why are the flames purple? Shoutings in fear and terror. Blood. Fallen soldiers and guns shooting. Blood shed. Death. The smell of blood and death. I'm in the middle of war. Watching the scenery before me. Trees burn, the ground filled with bodies and ashes rising with the fast shuffling and moving of feet in every possible direction. Grunts and screams in pain and struggles in fight. There's no side here. Everyone is fighting against each other. Chaos. Suddenly a whooshing sound. A comet surrounded by amethyst flames falls from the sky as big as an house in the speed of lightning. Crows and Ravens and other birds swarming the sky, fleeing, flying far away. Their singing filling the field as if they are singing the song of death itself.

"You are responsible." A male voice echoes. "All this death. The blood is on your hands." the voice echoes again as if its surrounding me.

 I felt my throat tighten and I suffocate on air. Shakingly I look down on the palms of my hands and a shiver flooded my whole body when I saw the horror. My hands were drenched in blood. Blood dripping in such intense red. I gasped for air, tumbling backwards shaking. "No..." my voice brittle. "No.." I kept repeating over and over again as I hastily wipe my hands on my cloth. Trying to get rid of the blood on my hands but it wouldn't stop. It won't stop. My breath quickened, quivered. My desperate cries and attempts to clean the blood off of my hands led for it only to be intensified. The more I wipe the more it spills. I tumble backwards until I trip and fall backwards on my back and the back of my head hits the ashes filled ground as I grunt in pain. I lift my head and see the arms of the dead and wounded soldiers reach out to me screaming, begging to be saved. I pushed myself away hastily, in panic, turned around on my stomach to get up and run. But as I looked up. I saw a woman smiling down on me, with her pale skin and dark brown doe eyes. Her straight dark hair swinging with the wind and suddenly time stopped. She was wearing a light, white dress that fluttered in the wind.