Million Dollar Man- RAFE CAMERON

Moth To A Flame

RAFE CAMERON

I was pacing - back and forth, back and forth - 

I fucked it, she was so mad, stupid fucking Pogue, why did he have to ruin our day 

- why did I have to ruin our day? where was she?  had she stayed with him? had she gone back with him?-

No doubt her persistent need to entertain and nurture the Pogues meant she has gone back with them

-where was she? - what if I've fucked it and she doesn't want to speak to me - she'll speak to me - 

I wanted to call her but I knew she wouldn't answer so I decided to get some air outside.

I stood on my balcony, gripping the rails - calm down Rafe - I stayed like this for a while until I heard a motor, I slowly lifted my head to see a boat at our dock - no she fucking didn't- 

She hugs JJ - I'm going to kill him one day - walking up the dock she doesn't look up , she knew I was here, I could see it in her body language - I've come to learn a lot of things about Daisy I don't think she knows how much I'm learning about her - 

She was fighting every instinct in her to look up. Once she was out of sight I went back inside - How do I fix this?

DAISY DAWSON

After a fair bit of directing, JJ dropped me off at the dock my family shared with the Cameron's, 

"Here we go London this is your stop" JJ grinned.

 "Thank you" I said getting up,

 "Hey Daisy, thank you for today" Pope said timidly, I smiled.

"No thank you is necessary, it was nice meeting you even if it should've been on better terms" we all laughed a little all trying to find humour in the shit situation

 I went to pass JJ when he pulled me in for a hug - sweet JJ .

"Thanks for helping my boy out I appreciate it" now what that hug really meant was he was sorry for the amount of shit that was about to go down due to Rafe's actions and of course I would be involved, but nevertheless I knew he had to seek vengeance because of his friendship with pope - loyal JJ - I hopped out of the boat and waved them off.

Eyes on me.

I knew he was there, I knew he was watching, waiting, for any interaction between us, but I wasn't going to let it happen, he couldn't keep treating people like this and receiving no consequence, I wanted to look I really did but I kept walking until I was out of his sight, then I could breathe.

I briefly spoke to my parents when I got in, helped my brothers set up a game then headed straight to my room - tonight wasn't the night for family games- 

I threw my 'golf' outfit in my wash basket - stupid golf outfit - and got into the shower, washing every part of the day off, I changed into some oversized pyjamas and hopped into bed. Where the fuck was Sarah? - I had been so caught up in the day I hadn't even checked on my closest friend who I hadn't seen in over 24 hours - was I a bad friend?

Me:

 Hey where have you been I haven't seen you in over 24 hours, praying you're alive. Text me asap x

I couldn't sleep now I was too stressed, I really hadn't seen or heard from her at all. My heart rate simmered down when I saw that she was typing.

Sarah: