TW: angst, mention of abuse
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Felix helped Changbin clean up and gave him new clothes.
"You don't regret it, do you?" Felix asked Changbin with concern as they both laid down again.
"No, it was amazing Bokki. I never knew I would enjoy it this much in my first time. I wish to take things further in the future!!" Changbin explained
"I am honored to be your first time. I do want to take this further with your consent. I want someone you voluntarily want to be with. You are just such a precious baby and I don't want to let you go. You have made me believe in the existence of love at first sight and serendipity." Felix confessed.
"I like you too, Bokki." Changbin suddenly confessed and placed a kiss on Felix's lips.
"Am I dreaming?" Felix asked perplexed.
"Do you think that the things that happened now could exactly take place in your dream? Come on, it's real, not a dream or your phantasmagoria." Changbin said, agitated.
"I am sorry baby. It's just I didn't expect it. Like an elysian being like you would be interested in an ordinary person like me." Felix explained
"Yongbook, I'm ordinary just like. Me and you are humans, there is nothing wrong with being ordinary. And there is something that I have been hiding from you. Bokki, my dad is a businessman. He is one of the top elites of the country. I could just have everything in this world but there is a cost that comes with it. My father hates me because I am weak. I am more like a mother. My mom was like spring in the winter. The most rare and unique of all. She possessed beauty that could tear the world apart. My dad wanted to cherish her. He eventually became obsessed with her. My mom began to wither away in my dad's presence. So, she tried to run away with me but my dad brutally killed her in front of my eyes to set an example. From that day on, my dad started to abuse me everyday... until one day, I turned into the beast that he always desired me to be. Then one day I had enough. I ran away and started living with Wooyoung, the person who my dad wanted me to marry for his business expansion. I'm grateful that Wooyoung refused." Changbin confessed everything to Felix except one more thing...
"Binnie, you are the bravest person I have ever come across. You have endured so much that you never deserved. I may not be able to fix up your past, but I will always be there for you in the future. Meeting you was one of the most beautiful moments of my life. You may not have your dad's love. But, I will try my best to give you all the love in this world. I also wanted to confess something. My real name is Felix. Yongbok is my Korean name. I used it in this country to blend in, it's not my actual name." Felix confessed.
Felix revealed his actual name for the mission. It was against the code. But it didn't matter to him. Changbin was too nice of a person to be taken advantage of and toyed with. He was just like his mother. Felix was falling for Changbin. It was against his norms. He knew it was wrong but he couldn't. The mission didn't even matter to him anymore. He just wanted to be Changbin.
The secrets they were hiding from each other were now slowly not secrets anymore. Changbin felt a connection with Felix. He felt it with Hyunjin too but this one was different. Felix was different. Hyunjin reminded Changbin of his father. Hyunjin was obsessed with Changbin but not like his father. But it was enough to remind him of his father, which would trigger the beast in Changbin and bring it out. Hyunjin and Changbin loved each other deeply. But Hyunjin didn't suit him. He had to let him go..
Felix and Changbin stared into each other's eyes. Their hearts were throbbing spontaneously. Felix held Changbin in his arms tightly. Changbin nuzzled his face into Felix's chest feeling his warmth. They both cuddled as they slept in satisfaction. Felix felt that Changbin was his other half. He felt complete after so many years. Years of training and work had made him forget how to be a human.
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I'm back everyone ☺️. I missed you all. You should all brace yourself for what's coming next. It's gonna be a roller coaster ride. I won't keep y'all waiting my lovelies ❣️❣️
I love you 💓
Stay safe
Stay happy and healthy 😙
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Forbidden Love
RomanceFelix works as an undercover agent working for the government overseas. He is on a mission in which he tries to use changbin to get to his Target. He unintentionally falls for him. On the other hand, Changbin is also hiding something from him. Will...
