Cuddle Bug (Bucky x reader)

First time together

Bucky drove quickly back, giving you time to cool down a bit. Your mind started wandering, wondering if you would be up to par with his previous lovers. You were internally shaking with anxiety, but tried like Hell not to show it. You weren't that experienced, but you knew what you liked, and you had a lot of reading material under your belt. You didn't even realize that the blue electricity from your anxiety started shimmering on your hands until Bucky stopped the ATV a few hundred feet away from the compound and he rested his hand on yours even though the pulse was giving him slight shocks.
"What's wrong, sugar?" he whispered to you, killing the headlights. "Come sit in front of me for a minute" he tapped the seat. You slipped off the seat from behind him and he slid back and tapped his lap. You timidly started to move to sit in front of him, leaving a space, but he pulled you so you were on his lap and he put his head in the crook of your neck.
"Nothing" you clammed up. You were too embarrassed to admit what was actually causing you anxiety.
"Are you changing your mind?" he asked a little worriedly.
"No" you shook your head and leaned back into him. "Just..." you trailed off starting to address it, but your anxiety pulsed as did the electricity.
"Say it, sugar" he prompted.
"What if I don't measure up to the ladies you've been with?" you finally blurted it out.
"I doubt that is going to be a problem. They were quick and sloppy fucks. I intend on making love to you all night long, just like in your books" he kissed the nape of your neck. "You could never disappoint me," he added. "I've never wanted to do the things I plan to do to you with women in the past. I've done it, but it wasn't planned"
"Like what?" your breath caught in your throat.
"I'm going to eat that wonderful smelling pussy of yours" he nipped at your earlobe. "That's where I plan to start," he warned you.
"You need to give me a few minutes to take a shower, I haven't had that done before" you blushed.
"I can't wait that long" he shook his head, and started nipping and sucking on the side of your neck. "I can smell you from here, and you smell divine," he added in a raspy voice. To add to his point he pushed his hips forward, and you felt his erect cock push against you. You mewed softly in response. "Stay still, I'm going to drive us back with you in front. Hold tight" he instructed and you put your hands down on his thighs as he drove at an almost torturously slow pace.

After he parked the ATV, he grabbed your left hand with his right, and he grabbed the picnic basket while you led the way back inside. He never made mention of the blue sparks coming off of you once in a while, Bucky knew it was your anxiety. You both planned to cross that barrier tonight, that you had been carefully toeing the line on for over a week. You opened the door to walk inside and he saw the lights dancing overhead as you both walked. He pulled on your hand as you got to the kitchen and the lights continued to shimmer. He deposited the picnic basket on the kitchen counter and pulled you into an embrace, running his hands up and down your back.
"We don't need to do this" he whispered to you.
"I want to so badly" you whispered back. "Just kiss me" you looked up at him and he quickly claimed your lips. His tongue dived past your lips quickly this time and you jumped up, wrapping your legs around his hips. His hands went directly to your hips and he held you sturdy as he blinding started making his way down the hallway. You reached up and pulled softly at his silky hair and he gave an almost primitive growl as he rubbed himself against your core. He pulled away from the kiss and noted that the lights had stopped flickering, at the bottom of the stairs. You started kissing the side of his neck and he quickly climbed the stairs. He was nearly panting with need as he arrived at your suite door. He kicked open the door since it was open a crack and pushed his way in. He turned quickly and kicked the door with a slam while pushing you up against the wooden door. His lips sought out yours hungrily again and you mewed softly as he thrust his hips forward, enough to reward you with delicious friction. His hand left your hip long enough to lock the suite door before it went directly back to your hip. You rolled your hips as he continued to kiss you with no inhibitions. He pulled you close to his body again, and started making his way to your bedroom. You finally slid off of his body, putting your feet back on the floor and reaching for the bottom of his shirt and giving it a small tug. He pulled back from the kiss and ripped his shirt up and off of himself. You stood back and smiled as you looked at him half naked in your room. Your face felt raw from his five o'clock shadow burning against your face. He spared the window a glance and walked over and closed your blinds.
"Are you sure about this, sugar?" he whispered.
"I am. Are you?" you asked softly.
"I've never wanted someone so much," he flushed, admitting it. He stood in front of you and reached forward and pulled softly at your cardigan, and you pushed it off of your shoulders. Once it fell to the floor, his hands went to the front of your blouse and he slowly started unbuttoning it, keeping his eyes on yours the entire time. You held his gaze, your eyes flicking to his lips every once in a while, wanting to taste him all over again. He stepped forward, closing the distance between the two of you and softly massaged his lips into yours as he finished unbuttoning the blouse. He pushed it off of your shoulders before he reached back and unclasped your bra. You shrugged yourself out of your bra, and your hands went to the button and fly of his jeans. You struggled a little, however managed to undo the button, and slip down the zipper. You pushed at the fabric and heard it fall as he shimmied out of them and they hit the floor. You took a step back to see he was dressed in boxer briefs, and his erection was straining against the fabric. He was immense in size, and you second guessed if he would even fit. You were determined he would. His hands went to the button of your jeans and he gazed in your eyes looking for permission. You nodded and he unbuttoned them, before he pulled down on the zipper. Once he was done, he directed you towards the bed more, and his fingertips grabbed the fabric of both your jeans and your panties and he slowly pulled them down. You gave an involuntary shiver as his fingers ran over your skin until he reached your ankles. He looked up at you, and the way he was gazing at you with such awe, made you feel like a goddess. He was completely on his knees and leaned forward and kissed your lower stomach with an open mouthed kiss. You bit your bottom lip watching him, and his hands came up and softly pushed you back. The back of your knees hit your mattress and you sat down. He wordlessly placed himself between your legs and he spread them as far as he could go, baring you to him.
"That's the sweetest pussy I've ever seen," he mused out loud. He pulled at your hips until you were teetering on the edge of the bed. He pulled your thighs to go over his shoulders as he settled in. He leaned forward and pressed a chaste kiss against your lower lips, testing your reaction. You gave a soft yelp and he chuckled before his tongue flicked out and licked between the lips and flicked at your bundle of nerves. Your hips jerked instinctively with his tongue, and he brought up his left arm to rest on top of your hips, pushing his thumb back to pull back on the hood of your clitoris. "Sweet as those strawberries you love so much" he hummed, taking a longer lick this time. You let out a small cry as his tongue flicked your clit again before he made his sole effort on your clit, while his right hand went down to press two fingers into your sopping wet core. His tongue started doing lazy figure eights around your clit, every once in a while dipping down between your folds to lap up at the juices coming out of you, while his two fingers pumped in and out of you. Your cries came close together as you started climbing your high. He started sucking on your clit before he curled his fingers and you saw stars and cried out his name. You felt his tongue replace his fingers as he licked you clean and your hands pulled at the comforter.
"Fuck" you sighed, feeling completely spent and falling back against the blankets. He chuckled from between your legs and pushed your thighs off of his shoulders.
"How was that, sugar?" he wiggled his eyebrows at you.
"Fucking euphoric" you sighed. "Let me return the favor" you started to sit up. He stood up quickly and shook his head.
"Not right now, sugar. I need to feel you. We have all night for that," he grinned. He reached down to his jeans and pulled out his wallet. He picked out a foil packet and opened it up. He pushed his boxer briefs down, baring himself to you and gave a cocky smile. "Last chance"
"Please, I need you" you whimpered. He nodded and put on the condom quickly and he lined himself up with you. He teased the tip at your entrance and you moved your hips to try to coax him to move faster. He slowly entered you and you reached up, clawing at his arms as you tried to adjust to his massive size. Your body flexed and slightly burned at the intrusion. You couldn't imagine feeling any fuller in your entire life as he finally bottomed out, and he stood still, allowing you time to adjust. He bent down and put his forearms on either side of you and softly kissed your lips. You quickly wrapped your legs around him, and then your arms, trying to pull him closer to your body. He took his time kissing you, seeming to be taking in the moment as much as he could. He didn't dare move his hips yet, even with you wriggling underneath him. He started kissing a trail down the side of your neck and to your collarbone, leaving love bites in his wake. He finally couldn't take it anymore and slowly started to withdraw from your body, and he dipped his head so he could grab a nipple between his lips and pull slightly. You groaned at the loss of him as he almost pulled all the way out. He sucked hard on your nipple for a moment and thrust himself back in. He went at a torturously slow pace, as you moaned and writhed underneath his body.
"Bucky, please" you begged him, crying out as he bottomed out again.
"I've waited too long for this," he hummed, continuing to go slowly. You rolled your hips for each of his thrusts, and he slowly stood back up. He grabbed one of your legs, and placed your ankle on his shoulder. His hand came down and started to toy with your clit as he started to slowly pick up his speed. With this new position it felt like he was hitting your cervix midstride and you moaned loudly. You would cry out in pleasure as he bottomed out. He flicked at your clit until you saw stars and you cried out his name, then he picked up his pace, thrusting deeply. He never stopped focusing on your clit, regardless of you squirming and trying to beg him to stop because you were over encumbered in pleasure. His spare hand palmed at your breasts as you felt a third orgasm oncoming and you panted out his name. His trusts became sloppy as he kept picking up speed, like a man starved. You couldn't even see anymore as the third orgasm hit and you heard him moan out your name as he came. He suddenly stilled and you were both panting from exertion. He slowly put your leg down before he pulled out of you.
"Stay there sugar" he instructed, however you weren't quite sure where he wanted you to go. Your legs felt like they were made of jelly, and you didn't think you would move again for a few hours. He left you, and went into the bathroom and took off his condom before grabbing a warm washcloth and coming back and he wiped you down in a loving way. You sighed softly, and he went to hang up the wash cloth. You curled up on your side, and he came back in and got on the bed behind you and pulled you into a warm embrace.
"I love you," he whispered into the shell of your ear.
"I love you, Bucky bear" you whispered back, half asleep, feeling fully satisfied. He pulled the blanket over both of you, and kissed you on the back of your neck.
"You're only getting a nap, I've done my waiting" he whispered and you giggled.
"We are going to keep the whole floor up" you continued to giggle.
"Too bad" he shrugged, peppering your shoulder with kisses as you blissfully fell asleep.

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