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I wish I knew how to say enough to the people who always stab me then smile in my face
I wish I knew how to stay away, from people that are onto me like a bloodstain
I wish I knew how to get rid of my silent screams in the middle of the night
'Cause the pain only grows with familiar faces in the house that once was a home
I couldn't step away cause I had no choice
I wish I knew my boundaries before anyone stepped on my foot on their way out
'Cause I'm in a deep pit as everyone looks down on me like I'm a criminal
But I'm the highest in grades crawling out of a pit hole they created for me
'Cause jealousy is the enemy and they all stare at me like I'm the problem they wished they never kept.
So I had to make room for my own agony so I don't die with it in there
It isn't fair
'Cause I have more to live
And your mistakes aren't mine to deal
And I'm sorry for being here if that's what you want me to apologize for.

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