Dear diary || Book 2 ✓

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Dear diary,

We've received jimin's suicide note today. And as much as it hurt me to read it, it made me feel connected to him.
Jimin did what I've always been afraid to do: what I've always wanted to do, until I debuted with him. When I met him, I felt like the universe was giving me a reason to keep going. My whole world lit up as he entered it. Thoes negative thoughts were removed as easy as they had appeared. He was a reason for me to stay alive. But what am I supposed to do now? I've been thinking about the reason he'd done this lately. I figured that it was all just consequences of one action. The consequence was full of action, and each action was a consequence. And all of the consequences lead up to one major action. It was half homicide, not just suicide. She wanted this; Chaeyoung. I hate her. I want to take away the thing she valued the most just like she did to me. So I thought, what does she value most than her life?

-yoongi.