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Is it wrong to have feelings towards your husband ??
Yes, it is, in Amaya's case.
Amaya, a girl whose life is controlled by her parents, she like a bird which is in a gold cage and the last thing she wants is to get married.
Aadit, a boy w...
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The car was filled with awkward silence, either of them spoke nor they both could bare this silence, many thoughts were filled in Aaira brain, she couldn't couldn't say it loud nor keep it with her, soon they reached her destination
" Thanks "
" No problem " Amaya smiled softly
" I never thought you would help me because..." But Amaya interrupted
" Because you are his girlfriend or did you think I am Aadit's forced wife ? " She asked while looking at her, Aaira mouth got sealed when heard the word forced
" You probably would have thought that I am bitch, Am I right ? " She asked, Aaira couldn't meet her eyes
" You are right, I thought you were a bitch " Aaira said looking at her
" But I don't think like that now because that first time I saw you were so friendly to me with me not like I thought you would be " Aaira smiled at her
" At first I didn't believe what Aadit said about you but then I s- " Amaya interrupted her again
" What ? He talked about me ? " She seemed suprised as she never thought that Aadit will talk about her infront of his girlfriend
" Yes, he did " Aaira smiled at her
" And that's makes me feel afraid " she said making Amaya to frown
" What ? "
" He doesn't talk about anyone when we meet as he values our time and he thinks that he want to spend the entire time with me but lately he has changed, he isn't what was he before "
" I think Aaira you are just imaging things maybe " Amaya tried to convince her that it's not what she thinks but she chuckled without humour
" I know Aadit more that you do Amaya, he never been close to someone who he knows just for few months nor he talked about someone who he just meet a few months ago "
" We are just friends "
" That's what we were " Aaira making her speechless
" You words and behaviour seems like you don't trust Aadit "
" I trust him, I trust him with my whole life but I don't trust the fate, It can do anything "
" So, stay away from him Amaya, I need him Amaya, I need him more than anything "
" Please Stay away from him, I beg you " she whispered and left the car
Amaya was still in that moment, she was not able come out, after some time she started to drive towards his Penthouse
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" Hey " That moment she entered the house she was greeted with his grin that almost made her heart flattered
" Is everything ok ?, You look so disturbed " he said
" Nothing, just work stress " she gave him a fave smile
" I need to fresh up " she left from there without meeting his eyes, Aadit found her behaviour Bizarre
Amaya quickly shut the door of her room, slumped down on her bed, she stared at the ceiling above her
' Stay away from him Amaya, I need him, I need him more than anything ' Aaira words are constantly ringing in her mind
She felt something she shouldn't suppose feel, Guilt, is something you feel when do something wrong but here she didn't do anything wrong then why she is feeling like homewrecker, why she is feeling pathetic
' Aadit is my husband, she is the one who should stay away from him, she should be the one who is supposed to forget him, she is the one who is coming between us ' she thought
' But he loves her, and ofcourse she has every rights to say her to stay away from him, for him I am just a girl who was forced upon him, I am not his choice '
'. Or maybe you are ugly ' a small voice whispered inside her mind
Slowly her insecurity started to kick in, she looked towards the mirror with hesitation, it's been years since she stared at herself properly in the mirror as the mirror reminded her the painful moments of her past
She stared at her face in the mirror, she hated to see her face in the mirror, she hated her body, she hated everything about herself, she felt disgusted
'Why are you so ugly, It's ashamed of you, don't go and tell people that you are my sister '
'Why your cheeks are chubby and your nose is so big like a pig ? '
' You are so flat and skinny ' all her mocking and laughs echoed in her mind
The tears started to fall from her eyes, soon she sobbed, thinking about everything, thinking about her parents, thinking about her past, thinking about Aadit, she felt a wave of anger hit her when she looked at her mirror, she grabbed her night lamp which was near her and threw at the mirror
' You are still the same ugly pathetic girl no matter how you change yourself '
" Amaya " she snapped out her thoughts and took a deep breath, she wiped her tears and patted her cheeks, she stood up with. a smile and went towards the door to open to see him
" Is everything ok ?, I heard something " his voice filled with concern and worry
" Everything is ok, you heard something ? But I didn't hear anything " she said
" Ohh, it's ok leave it, it might be something else " he said and she nodded her head
" Amaya- " he was about to ask her something
" I am kinda sleepy " she quickly shut the door of her room
' Stay away from him Amaya, I need him, I need him more than anything ' with this thought she wiped her tears which was rolling on her cheeks
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