🍁 GUILT 🍁
I keep trying not to think about it
The haste gleaming in your eyes
And my adoration in disguise
I wanted it more than you did
Craved for it maybe...
The memory of your skin against mine
Won't leave me alone
I thought I'll do just fine
But I wasn't when I got home
Dirty I felt
Used too, maybe
Into the shower I went
Those memories invading my privacy
I scrub and scrub so hard
The tears came freely
Oh, I felt so bad
How could I have been so willing?
The way you tugged and pulled
Feeling so distant & yet prude
Almost as if lost in your own world
A place that left & turned me nude
Now I have more scars than before
Can't even look myself in the mirror
My smile has faded into a wan
This young lady, unrecognizable
I forever try to do all I can
Because for you, my love I'm indispensable
There are no blames to push around
No clues for us to find
Just us & the music in the background
While I tried to make you mine...
YOU ARE READING
21 Petals Of Moon
Poetry21 poems to water the last 365 days...I hope you find meaning in the next few pages to come and I pray it helps you heal.
