Eternity

Chapter 5

Narda's pov:

*alarm clock rings*

Gusto ko mang ayaw bumangon pero kailangan ko, kaya bumangon ako feeling heavy knowing i wont get to see my mother again.

" when will my hell ever end..." I sighed at pumasok na sa bathroom upang maligo.
* after taking a bath*

I went downstairs and i could feel the deafening sound of silence, my mother is in the funeral homes and i cant bear looking at her coffin knowing she's gone. I told rhian she can go home and gave her payment for her service but she said she wants to be at the funeral homes and magbantay sa mama ko sabi niya sa'kin na kahit nasa himlayan na ang ina ko gusto niya pa rin itong bantayan hanggang nasa sementeryo na siya kaya hindi ko na siya pinigilan at hinayaan ko nalang siya . I didnt use my bike since i wanted to drive my mom's car.

I touched my mom's car and a lor of memories came rushing back at me and i can't help but smile and get sad cause...she's gone...it wasnt driven for a while ever since i got my bike, so i went inside and started the engine and thankfully it turned on. I reversed the car and drove away from the house, while i was driving a song came on that made me sad because it reminded me of my mother...

I fell by the wayside
Like everyone else..
I hate you, i hate you, i hate you but i was just kidding myself.
Our every moment
I start to replace
Cause now that they're gone, all i hear are the words that i needed to say...

The words felt like a knife in my heart as i remembered me and my mom fighting in the past and how i didn't cherish her, my eyes we're starting to tear up while listening to the song.

When you hurt under the surface,
Like troubled water running cold.
Well time can heal but this wont..

So, before you go
Was there something i could have said to make your heartbeat better
If only i'd have known you had a storm to weather.

So, before you go
Was there something i could have said to make it all stop hurting
It kills me how your mind can make you feel so worthless
So, before you go.

My eyes we're full of tears at pinipilit kong punasan to, i sped up driving para makaabot pako sa school.

* at school*

Lumabas ako sa sasakyan ko at pumunta sa locker ko upang kunin ko ang mga gamit ko and i saw noah waiting for me and he saw me and he got worried dahil pulang-pula ang mata ko sa kakaiyak.

" what happened? Are you alright? Why are you crying?" He said to me while he was holding my shoulder.
" yeah, tulalang-tulala ka ata narda. Is there a problem? You know you can always talk to us." Alessia said to me and i couldn't help it, i cried in their shoulder and told them what happened.

" s-si mama.....w-wala na si m-mama.... She died yesterday....the doctors couldn't bring her back...." I sobbed and cried and crid till i couldn't cry anymore, they kept comforting me and i kept crying when i heard a very familiar voice behind me.

" what happened to her?" She asks calmly with worry on her voice i looked at her and i hugged her and cried, she didn't hug me at first and i thought she didn't like it and i was about to let go when i felt a pair of arms wrapped around me tightly and i cried more on her and hid my face on her neck," w-wala na si m-mama regina....s-she passed away..." I sobbed loudly and she just comforted me and rubbed my back.

" shh.....i'm sorry that happened to you..pero hindi gusto ng mama mo na malungkot ka...masaya na siya sa kinalalagyan niya ngayon...isipin mo lang yun....i know it hurts losing her but she is always there for you....though not physically there...but she's there to guide you....shh....don't cry anymore.." She comforted me and i kept crying on her when i felt her push me a little and make me look at her eyes, " i know you have no one to go to....but...i wanna be there for you...i won't ever leave you alone...i'll be here for you...." She softly smiled at me and she squeezed my hand as a sign of comfort.

I wiped my tears away and nodded at her and she smiled and looked behind my back, " your friends?" And i clearly forgot they we're there.

" r-right i'm sorry, uhm...noah, alessia meet regina. Regina meet noah and alessia, noah's my bestfriend and alessia is his girlfriend." Ngumiti si regina sa kanila at ganun din si noah at alessia sa kanya. " it's nice to meet you both."

" it is also a pleasure to know na may girlfriend ay! Este GIRL na FRIEND ni narda." Noah was holding his laugh at siniko siya ni alessia.

" h-hoy! H-hindi ah!" I was blushing so hard at mas grumabe pa nung nagsalita si regina.

" we don't know in the near future, if she'll let me." She said seriously and i looked at her if she was joking and when she look back at me with those brown mesmerizing eyes and she said, " will you let me court you narda?"

Court....
Court..
Court..

NARDA ANO BA! YOUR CRUSH JUST WANTED TO COURT YOU! VADENG ANO NA???

i was pulled out from my thoughts when she was still looking at me.

" t-teka lang, p-pwedeng unahin mo na natin yung libing ng nanay ko?..." I looked at them and they all nodded in understanding especially regina.

" of course narda, anything you want i'll wait for you." She smiled at me di ko naman magawang hindi ngumiti sa kanya.

" tell you what, let's not go to class for today i would like to take you somewhere calming if you wouldn't mind." My heart was beating so fast,

Regina what are you doing to me?..it feels so right and...addictive...

" sumama ka nalang narda, you clearly need some air. I know hindi ka pababayaan ni regina, yan yung bebe m-" tinakpan ni alessia yung bunganga ni noah at nginitian kami.

" sige na alis na kayo, i'll take care of the teachers, go have fun." She smiled at us and i nodded at them and said thank you.

While we were walking i couldn't help but feel curious about her plan i was about to ask when suddenly a car arrived and an unknown man was inside.

She opened the door for me and i went inside and she followed me, " ali take us in my safeplace." She said to this guy called ali and he nodded. He started to drive and i couldn't help but look at her side profile she is just immaculate and beautiful and mesmerizing...her jawline is perfectly shaped, her eyes holds mystery and perfection, her lips is plump and red...

" Narda? Are you okay? Baka matunaw ako sa pagtingin mo sa'kin." She chuckled and i looked down in embarrassment.

She pulled my face up and she looked at me. " listen to me narda, i dont know if this will help or not but...you won't ever be alone anymore narda, i promise you that. You don't have to worry about being alone and in fear na wala ka nang masasandalan na tao.
I will be here for you narda, from the worst to the best times of your life i will be here for you. I promise." She said seriously and i leaned to her touch.

"Thank you regina...." She just smiled at me and she let me roam my eyes outside.

I never felt this way for someone and somehow napakadali lang niyang ginawa sa'kin to, it feels so addictive...i feel love by this person... And i never want to let her go....and little by little....

I am falling for you regina vanguardia.....i hope you don't break your promise...

Good evening my vadengg!!! For those who have read my story
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU SO MUCH! as a new writer it's little achievement for me :) and im so sorry if the past chapters have incorrect spellings on it ginagawa ko ang best ko na sa future chapters wala nang mispelled words anywayss!! Parang nagkakadevelopan na ang dalawa yieieieie MGA VADENG LABAS NA! HAHAHAHAHAH saan kaya sila pupunta ni narda at regina? Abangan niyo guys forda next chapter hahahhaahah PEACE!