Acolyte ~Quackity x OC~

Part 6

TW: body shaming, panic attacks, lack of eating.                   

    ~Addy's POV~

"You are so stupid"

"Lose a few pounds"

"Eat less"

"I cheated on you"

"I love you"

I woke up in a cold sweat. Another nightmare.

"Rory?" I mumbled, trying to slow my breathing down.

"Rory?" I ask again, turning around to see an empty bed.

I start to breathe heavily again. I grab for my phone, my hand shaking.

I call Sophia. It goes straight to voicemail.

"fuck" I whisper, sinking to the floor, shaking uncontrollably.

I thought the memories of Jake were over. The memories of him body shaming me, degrading me, yelling at me, manipulating me and cheating on me. They all came back.

I look down at my phone.

Fuck.

I grab it and text Alex frantically.

I need some mental
support. Door's unlocked
Read 2:34 a.m.

I huddled into a ball and started crying. The memories kept replaying over and over again. I couldn't stop shaking, I couldn't breathe, I couldn't do anything.

There was a knock at me door.

Alex stepped in.

"Holy shit are you ok?" he says softly, sitting down next to me.

I shake my head no and start crying again.

"Wanna talk about it?" he wrapped his arm around me.

"Not all of it" I whisper, pulling myself closer to him.

"That's ok. I'm here" he rubbed my back and held my hand.

"I had a nightmare about a traumatic thing that happened and Rory isn't here and Sophia wouldn't answer." tears fell down my face.

"I'm here. I won't leave until you ask me to" he pulls me into a deep hug.

I cry into his shoulder and I start to hyperventilate again.

"Let's work on controlling your breathing." he pulled away and looked into my eyes.

"In through your nose for 2 seconds. Hold for 2 seconds, breathe out through your mouth for 2 seconds. Take a 2 second break"

I nod.

"I'll do it with you." he smiled, grabbing one of my hands in his.

"In" he breathes in.

I copy.

"Out" he breathes out.

I copy again.

We continue for a while before I get really tired.

"I'm going to bed" I stand up.

"Alright. Good night" he stands up, walking to the door.

"Where are you going" I frown.

"I assume you want me to leave"

"No. Stay please." I whisper, hiding my blushing face.

"Ok" he shrugs, walking over.

We climb into bed and he wraps his arms around you.

"Thank you" I whisper, playing with his hair.

"Anytime" he whispers back.

"Goodnight Alex" I sigh

"Goodnight Addy" he smiles, kissing my forehead.

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